i am sooooo horny right now cuz of my boyfriend Hayden. im goign to kill him! but not literally. ^.^ okay he was giving me hickies and for some reason i found out that when he sucks really hard or pulls so it hurts i get sooo turned on and horny. oh man. this is probably the rong thing to put in my diary because of SOME people reading this but meh. and he kept syaing that "i know somethign that will make it all better Ashley... just go out of your comfort zone a bit i swear i'll never do it again." okay no it's not sex... but it involved his hands down my pants. hmmm... lol. well i said no and i told him that i could do it on my own. he laughed and thought it would be very long before i got over it but im comign down off my high as we speak. lol. anyways i don't plan on him doing anything like that for a whiel i mean christ! we've only been together for like 1 month and 2 weeks i think or something. and i am VERY picky about my comfort zone... it takes for ever to get me even an inch away from it. well i got to go to bed. Later Days! *~Ashley~* (i love you Morgan)