I am so mad at him... Sean, that stupid fucking punker boy. He broke my heart the other day. Made me ball my eyes out in the back room. I don't know what to say... he came in and i saw him grab beer from the cooler and turn and walk to the conter... an dlike a child i cried.

WHAT THE FUCK I WAS JUST TALKING TO HIM AND HE DLETED HIS ACCOUNT OR SOME SHIT FUCKKKK

i was going ot reply with this

I didn't think I would react the way I did to seeing you in there. *sigh*
ok here it is, not like it matters.

I had been in one of the isles all night doing tags and the one time I actually looked up to scan the store I saw you grab the beer out of the cooler and leave to the counter... Lauren (chick with blue hair) saw you and saw the look on my face and said "oh shit... is that.... him? fuck." And i ran into the back room before you could see me and balled my eyes out. So i gues in a way it's good you didn't say anything cuz i still would have cried.
I thought i was passed that but aperantly i'm not. I know we weren't together that long but I guess you broke my heart in a strange way. honestly i didn't think that was possible. I feel really fucked up.
I don't know what to say. you have every right to buy shit from where ever you want... but yea. i'm hurt you didn't say hi, it feels like you want nothing to do with me at all. I have no clue any more.

meh whatever it is what it is i guess. I'm just really confused.

whatever i'm going to bed ill write in this shit later. stupid fuck.

*~Ashley~*