what makes a person show affection and kindness to another? what makes them act on these impualses? maybe its the fact that they would want it in return? maybe they like being helpfull? whatever the reason may be how how we decide to go about these things i for one think that it should be deeply rewarded.......... i've heard from many that i am too nice weather it be giving a homless guy a muffin, helping a guy with his broken grocery bags, buying a friend lunch or even making a kids day witha silly hat.... i love making people happy and smile. unlike most i bileave in KARMA but not in the way its protraid. i don't bileave that it will come back to get you 10 times as hard... i bileave in Balance of good and bad. for everyhting good you do there is something equaly as bad that happens. anyways.... i think that alot of peopel have bad days... and i am there balance in life. i like to change htings up a bit and put a smile on someones face even for a few minutes. some poeple have contacted me in the future telling me that the small kind act i did helped them through months.... fo some even years. i love hearing that. i remember once i baught a dozzen red roses and put them randomly on peoples windsheilds. a lady with 3 kids came out and when she saw it she smiled, smelt it and looke daorund. i think she liked it. i feel so rushed today.... not as much as yesterday though. yet i can still find the itme to be nice to people. even if some peopel are mean to me. *Sigh* me and Danny had a nice talk and we are better now but i still htink he gets mad at me when we don't ahve sex. *rolsl eyeS* Later days *~Ashley~*