Last night was pritty bad with me and James. HE has his ups and downs. i've been sick for a while. i had two colds. meh not a big deal but last night James got mad at me because i wouldnt go to my moms with him to get him 5$ so he could go buy smokes. he spazed at me and said "never ask me to do anythign for you ever!" he told me it was becuase when ever he asks me to do something i make a big deal out of it. well im sick as a dog and im paying for his habit. fuck him! he can run in and grab the money. but he freaked out. thne we were going to have sex that night but he kept fooling around and when we were going to he just laid on his side and it was like he wasn't even tryign and i told him that. he was really unhappy about that but its true. if he dosnt want to he can just say so. fuck! whatever so i've been a little sad latly. oh! and he spazed about me buying some food for the boys. needless to say im just happy off and on. i don't wnat to deal with his bullshit like that. oh well. it's over and done with now. Later Days! *~Ashley~*