<^>(Do you have the time, to listin to me whine, about nothing and everythign all at once?) <^> This is my (NH4+) rant. Also known as my Ammonium rant. i chose this name because i am trying to study for science. Props for Ashley eh? i think so. so i hate the fact that my longdistance calling is only 16 hours per month. jeez. i hate it. meh. i've gottin used to it. i still can't get a hold of morgan either. Hayden came over today whiel i was on the phone with Nick. all i have to say is Hayden is selfish and he always wants me to fix things for him. well i can't. so stop thinking i can. another thing! why do people feel the need to tell people what i think of them or what i think tehy've done? i am capable of fixing a problem thank you very much. i don't need you to "help me" and "try and make things better" i can do it my self. i am very strong and unless i ask for help then i really don't need it. On the other hand i do like when people offer help... just not with that sort of thing. School is getting on my nerves. i really am trying but i can't seem to get cought up. it's like the twilight zone and it sucks. Im also trying to keep friendships and such. that just seems to be a big problem. and i can't seme to get a hold of people. example: Bailey and Morgan. i know you girls are busy... but id still like to talk. i hate when peopel don't thank me for all ive doen for them. then again dose it really matter? Probably not. Im starting to hate it when people come up to me and sya "stop being a bitch." im aloud to have a shitty day... or even a shitty week. i don't get bent out of shape easily so maybe you all should stop and think. ya, i might be acting strange but thats only because thiongs are going strange. im just going through the teenager motions. im also growing up and i don't want to. im afraid. i don't want to! well i should study science more. (i really like Nick and i hope i can see him soon.) Well Later Days! *~Ashley~*