so im sitting here trying to download some songs.... *sigh* right now its snowing for teh millionth tiem this week. I've had non-stop tests and exams. im well burrnt out and i still have to study. I miss my boyfriend Danny. he's really amazing. i've had alot of issues with Nick asnd what not and as i see he was on Nex he has just exited out. his girlfriend told me he would never talk to me again. i had some nervous breakdowns and he said i could always talk to him.... well i couldn't could i? whatever im done with it.... he can talk to me. i know he'll put his girlfriend before me.... and i still love him. anyways.... enough about that depressing little bit.... even though i have great amounts of depression i think im doing pretty good with the lack of friends and over active stress levels. Danny ahs been nothign but suportive. he's really good. The boys (Riley, Tyler and Dylin ) are saposed to be comign over to play D&D but i don't think they are now. its like 4PM. Shila and Christian are over but they are having a nap with mom. i wish i could see danny. we're going to Seether and Three Days grace conocrt. and in a few months ill be 18. im kinda excited. through all this i have to remember "Life doesn't give you the people you want, It gives you the people you need to help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you, to make you into the person that you were meant to be" and its hard. but anyways, ill write in this later Later Days! *~ashley~*