last night i cryed untill 2 AM it sucked, it was scary. "cant' you help me as im starting to feel the burn?" sorry singing Avenged Sevenfold yup so i despratly needed help last night and was un able to do anything. im goign to try and tell me mom about it today. i think she'll get mad at me. so yesterday was my BIRF-DAY and i was lookign gorgeous in a $7 dress. dad, dj, Chad and my mom with Richard were there and it was soo good the sushi. wow. and i got some money and stuff. and everyone of them had another little stab with the whole "weekend" thing. all i have to say it i've thought it through and nothing i did was rigth or wrong. i know i did a good job and handled everyhtign maturly according to what i had to work with. so last night in an attempt to make my self feel better i put my $7 dress on and layed in my bed. but it didnt help much. and i couldnt go to me mom for a hug again when she had told me to go back downstairs and denyed my hugs. the counclor is tomarrow. it won't be good. i have a bon eto pick iwth her about confident information. she has basically lost my trust in her. so yup. by the way Kayla looked so good i would have done her and shes my best friend. oh man, wow! boner and a half. she'd give a dog a bone. Sha-wing! haha. so i must be off. wish me luck. Later Days my fellow prizinors!! *~Ashley~*