so since it was St. Patricks day a long, long time ago, i will do a brief up date on that and the go into my other story about my 18th birthday.... so it was kick arse awsome.... frick! and my boyfriend is going to cal so ill update this thing later i've tried doing this entry at least 3 times.... and everytime i get enterupted _____________________________________________________ okay so im back.... the concort was awsome... i mean i got to meet high 5 drive. they have really good music and they are a bunch of really cool guys. i love their drummer. he was so rad. but ya 8 Bit's new soongs really rock i love their new stuff... i had 8 bit on my ass. it was so funny. i was advertising. it was fun. and i got them to sighn a shirt for me and i got to feel a kids afro. Tanneile (Joels fiance) said his head reminded her of a tampon we just laughed at her. and said she had a little to much to drink. then sh esiad "fien a q-tip then" haha she's so funny i love her. so that was that. then no on to my b-day party... man im going to say something and then we are going to Quentin Tarantino it... i almsot died... okay lets go back so basically my 18th b-day was on a wednsday but of course (even though it was a school night) i decided at midnight to go to the bar and have a drink. i wnet of course to the chinese resturaunt bar and drank there cuz it was WAY better then the normal Carbon Bar. so once everyone found out it was my b-day (and having already had more then my fair drink at my house... about 4) they decided to buy me plaenty or drinks... i had about 12 in all including an Apple Martini. that was really good. so everything is fine (im on four differant medications - just thought i'd mention that) and im just talking away... obviously sluring a bit.. then i guess all of a sudden i passed out. it hit me fast, and i started having an athsma atack. so tehy got me into the bathroom and i wouldn't answer and i couldn't breath and my friend Sara said i hit my head on the toilet bowel... i just laughed whne i head this later. ya so everyone i guess was talkign to me and trying to get me to wake up and the only persons voice i could hear was Sara's. and i remember that i kept trying to answer her.but it just wasn't working. and then i heard Dales son yell my anme and i guess at that point everyone was paniking. they calle dthe ambulance and NOONE decided to call my mom except the ex wife of the guy she's with. so that was kinda wierd in itself. but ya i guess once i was in the ambulance i was fighting the ambulance guys becuaes they tried sticking an IV in my arm. and my mom was in with me and she just sat back and said..."its okay Ashley, mom-mas here.... everythign is okay, im here..." and i guess i totally just let tehm stick it in. so later when we got to the hospital they said i had been almost in a comma state.... hmmm so i wasnt to pleased with that. that would suck to be in a comma. but ya and the lady was asking me what i had to drink and i said "something about apples" and my mom laughed. cuz the Apple Martini was the only thing i remmebered. then the lady was like "oh ill give you stuff to make you got pee" and i said "i don't think il need that" because i walways have to pee. my mom laughed againa dn the nurse just looked ta her. then i kept waking up and going back to sleep... it was brutal,. i was so cold and drunk and i really didn't wnat that IV in me. i woke up and was swearing i guess and this lady comes in and tells me not to swear my mom looked at her and said "she has alcohol poisoning and is drunk.... you really think she's going to remmeber what you just said.?" the lady was not to impressed about that but whatever. so then when i woke up later there was this stain on the roof and i say "mom? someoen peed on the roof... do they know about this? i think you should inform them..." and i went back to sleep. when i finally got to go home (the next morning) my friend came and picked me and my mom up and saw me just lieing there and his face made me want to cry, he looke dso sad and worried. i was just so fucked up still and for a few days after that i was really fucked up. i later found out that i almost died. i've been so close to death though that it dson't even faise me. i mena if i dided i really wouldn't mind. i am always tellign people that i have done everythign that i wanted to in life and i really don't mind. if i die i die... meh. im more here for everyone else. and i am happy and a lucky bitch. but anyways.... me and Danny are still good. he'll be starting school Monday. i go tthe pics back from the one act play. that turnned out really good. it was amazing. fun but i'd never do it again. and ya i think that about raps it up. Later Days! *~Ashley~*