oh man! big up dates! prooves im totally bad ass! okay so i was up in the roof of my school today! ya i know! Colin was like "that would be funny if someone went up there." so i jump up and say "i will!" "really?" "heck yes!" so the guys all boost me up and i sit up there and they close the roof thinger up and start jokeing aorund. it was funny and every ince in a while id stick my hand out. so i started to crawl back to the opening and the dry-wall i was on started to creak like it was going to break and i herd some of the guys yell out "oh shit!" haha so i was liek "kay im coming down now." and Emo said "dude! if you fall through im totally goign to laugh my ass off!" all i could think of was the breakfast club movie. anyways so they all started yelling "Stuart's coming!" (he's the principal) i was like shit! so i pritty much jumped down out of the roof cuz seriously i'd rather have bruses and my ankels hurt them get suspended or something. so i booked it out sid eand began to dust myself off. oh man. it was great! my drenilin was really high. i know... my drenilin will get high for the weirdest things. but i absolutly love it. im kinda a drenilin junkie. thats why i love doing random things that i could get in trouble for or that makes your heart speed up. i love consorts for that reason! - anyways so ya i came back in, grabbed my books and headed to class. Mahaha! totally bad ass in my books! so me and Sara always joke and say that up in the roof we have our own hide out with a martini maker and bean bad chair. and no one bileaves us so tomarrow we're going to take sprite poor them in martini glasses with cherrys in them and hide them in the roof and randomly take them down tomarrow. it'll be so great. and!!! okay so most of you know mine and Nicks state of things... so a new idea has been brought to my mind. (by the way thanx for the comments peopel left me. don't worry i am always toatlly carefula nd im usually the first to bail when shit hits the fan) anyways so ya he asked me if i wanted to have a three some with him and Amber. now let me just say. AMber is a fuckign babe! Sha-wing! but i dono. i told him ask me when your out here. oh! and i almost had a bet about him getting back together with one of his ex girls but sadly he is to smart for that, damn it. meh. i would have had $10. Yes! now im listining to Hot Hot Heat! wa hoo! which reminds me... on March 5th im goign to a Heldey consort! oh baby! i will totally consort it up! Sara and Kyla are so stoalked. i wounder how good they are at Consorting? i guess ill find out. i hope they can hold their own. i know Sara is all for it with me and hopefully if her drenilin gets high enough then she won't be able to feel much of anything and shell go crazy. then she'll have the best time. and Terry actually got mad today cuz for the 100th tiem i said no to the three some with him and Kat. Hells no. they are friends, ill eb their Sexless-lover but thats it. well i got to go study for Science. Later Days! *~Ashley~*