He's on facebook chat and i don't think he cares... my heart is pounding and I still want him... why did he have to give this up? ugh! - there... i logged off for abit. my heart is still going. I hope I get over him fast. stupid boy. Stupid leather wearing punk rock boy. fuck.

In other news... Jared is not really talking to me... he's pretty much voted off the island. And when I called into work today Drake was nice enough to actualy call me a loser untill I decided to come visit everyone atwork. yea i'm lame... but everyone was happy to see me and Drake demanded that next friday i come watch him spin (hes a DJ... techno... yea) so i said i'd try my best. meh i don't know. I need to keep getting out so Sean isn't in my head all the time. oh! aperantly Russ (my new landlord) called Jake and hopefuly i'll get the ok for my new house soon? yay! It'll be tightfor money for a bit but hopefully soon things will be good.

"Imiss your hair pins on the rug... aka your bullet belt on my floor"

I adore him... please make it better. I think it'll get better in time.

Later Days!

*~Ashley~*