so as im sure most of you know... my birthday is on the 9th which is this sunday. YAYAYAYA!!!! i have a wicked arse head ach ___________________________________________ *****-hey shout out to Amanda -***** im sorry i didnt tell you what happend but my phone got taken away and its to long to write. eventually ill put it in my diary. but ya... and hows Toby and Maggie? __________________________________________ so yes, yes it may seem like my life is uneventful and im not full of rants but secretly i have much to rant about. small things mostly. but they are there its just i have another diaty started again since i dont have a computer for at night and no phone. don't worry its like keeping ti inside. it'll all afde from my mind eventually. seriously. i am working on forgetting alot of teh crap-arse bad stuff even my mom with at home and stuff. meh. so the ither day i had this urge to call Nick and tell him i loved him befor i went to bed. ALSO!!! (sorry Kat if you read this) but okay so i was ranting to Kyla about how when me and Kat got in our tiff in the DLP room how she shouldn't have mentioned something... (Bailey ill tell you about this later) anyways and ya i just couldn't bileve taht she would stab me like taht. im sorry but it really was a stab. and pissed me off. she was just plain rude and wrong to bring it up. well see as far as im concernd i think she should have stated her opinion simply and said taht she dissaprooved with what i ahd done. (thats what Kyla did and she left it at that) but ya all she ahs to do is say that and then saport me for the rest of the time. she dosn't have to saport me in what it was that she thoguht taht i did wrong but she can say "its okay man you'll get through this." ya know? so ya... *sigh* my birthday is coming up and i think it'll be a total drag because i have to go to my dads and itll just be him bitching at me about how wrong i was for what i did. (bite me) anyways ya so i have to get going. and just to let everyone know i WILL be selfish about my brithday becasue its the one time of year where its alloud. so if this turns out to be crap then all hell will brake loose on my parents and everyone hwo made it crap. Later Days! *~Ashley~*