What makes it so we value things? why do we choose certain material objects to obsesive over or keep it so close that we could never live without it. i mean really.... there is no point. so basically i have just found my cell hte other night which is amazing becuase i had lost it. Turns out it was on a side table. and i had lost my wallet, turns out it was at the Big Brother Big Sister agency. os hopefully tonight im going to pick it up. w00t w00t. a few days ago the weather guy showed up.... the one guy who i smiled back to on the C-Train. ya we met up agian. that was cool to talk to him. Danny is being a dick wad. he wouldn't hold my hand that muhc or cuddle with me and he didn't even want to go to the train stop with me. he better smarten up. i understand he is stressed but so am i and im still affectionate. i got a reply back for,m Nick! i was happy about that. worried that he would be mad at me.... but instead he sent me something that made me feel much better, and i will listen to the song. everything is all good though... i mean with work and all. it's gotten better and i had gone to the BBBS agency and i think it'll be a go. im excited. i can't wait i miss my mom lots. and all my friends out in Carbon. i want to see them all so bad. im still content here too though but Danny said if i ever moved back we would have to brake up. with all his crap i don't know if i wnat to move in or not. oh! but we had amazing sex the other night. he had bought me a netted dress type thing and he had a tie and stuff on and oh man it was some wild sex (for us) yuppers. anyways... i must be off. ill hopefully write in htis thing soon Later Days *~Ashley~*