i was ina bad mood ealrier today but aftre reading a simple comic form the SUN paper i feel much better i had a good laugh. me and Garry have had this on going battle with energy. he feels that i need to not change persay but just be more open to that sort of stuff. what makes this hard for us it taht i take things in and sort them out and spit them back as psycology where as he dose the same tjhing in terms of "energy" and what not. it makes it harder because although i feel that i am a well rounded person who is in the same spot as him he dosn't seem to see it that way. for example... he thinks that i should think more positivly. yes he's right maybe i should but on the same level (for all those who know me) when is Ashley ever actually unhappy? and for more thna an hour? like really? i think im very happy and i get over things fairly fast. another thing is energy. its hard for me to enterpurt these things because we have decided that i feel peoples energy. i said no i could feel their emotions but when i broke down the deffinition of emotion that's what it woudl be.... energy. it's energetic emotion... i was stumbed to say the least. so all day sunday i poundered all the things we get into debaits about over things like this and i realized it really is the same. and fo rlal the things he says i should do i already do. anyways i think im just going to have to see what happens.... like i said on FACEBOOK im reading soem of those magazines.... the energy, good living ones so we'll see qhat happes. ummm more update later? about me and Nick too? Later Days *~Ashley~*