Last nihgt i came home and made dinner. i had really wnated to go out and actually DO something. but sadly i didn't everyone was sick. sad. so for dinner i had made this veggi dinner filled with green beans, lima beans and an array of veggies consisting of zukeeni, carrots and little beans that were all in this concoction of a dressing. and i cooked spinich put it all in together with lots of salt and butter and some rice viniger. it tasted really good. oh! and some sesame seeds. i brought it for lunhc today. so Patrick actually was not being a dick head. i was impressed. but he did however tell me (being a dick and tryign to hurt me)..... well we got on the topic of Nikki and Kara (two girls at one of the other cloverdales) and we ha dall been at the christmas party.... anyways i personaly am not found of Kara by any sort of means and it isn't because she has a massive crush on Garry. in fact she has a boyfriend. so anyways Patrick said "at least i wasn't the one making out with Kara in the bathroom at the christmas party" and looked at him. i couldn't bileave he just said that. i was more angry with him then Garry i mean if Garry had and Garry told me then yes we would be over kinda deal and i would talk to ither of them but its not fair to say stuff like thta and hurt me. knowing its not ture and its going to hurt ,me. if it were true he would have just told me instead of dancing around it. so when he came back i said "i wasn't making out with her...." "i know..." "OH!!! you were?! " "well if i wans't and you weren't///" "then that could only leave the rest of the 200 poeple that were at the christmas party..." he just smiled because he knew he was being a dick. in the end i wnet and told Garry. he thought i was having a talk with him becaues he was on the phone with Candice again. but i only would have been upset if she ha dinvited him to ANOTHER movie. i haven't even gone with him yet. but ya... Patrick is at school today and says he is going to paint my room. im getting more hurt and mad at him. if he wants a lost friendship he is doing a really good job. P.S> Garry's daughter asked where i was the other day :) i've only seen her like 5 times. he mom left her with Garry and hasn't talke dto her in over a month except a quick hi on her birthday. my mom says its abandonment by now. i'd have to agree which means that garry dson't have to give her back. no contact and not attempting to see her own daughter.... like seriously/. anyways Later Days! *~Ashley~*