i hurt so damn bad in my throte! and i can't sleep cuz of it and i've been sleeping off and on all day. uggg! make teh pain stop! (WITHOUT KILLING ME!!) lol so yes i was spewing everywhere one night. (cuz of the meds i was takeing) oyu have to have a full stomach or else... and i had eating Whipped Cream before and my mom (being as bright and shiney as she is) decided thet that would be enough... which it wasn't. so now im spiting ALOT because of all teh fucking flem. you all who are reading this are probably saying ot oyur self "what the fuck? tooo much info Ash!" maybe so but it's my diary, therefore i can right whatever i damn well please. did you also know that i look liek im on drugs or a very crazy person after i throw up? cuz i rock back and forward. lol. so yes then there is my boyfriend and everyone else who comes to hang around... well i haven't seen any one in like three days! its horabile i tell you! meh. hmmm... okay so on with my rants and tehn i really must try and go to bed... (RANT #1) So Age is trying to hook up with her ex Cody which i hate. i mean christ! (excuse me lord...hehe) but teh guy cheated on her befor ethey broke up and was being a totaly ass as well as after! and she is going back out wiht him?! i don't give two fucks weather you loved him or not! the point is that thats stupid! and teh worst part is that she asked for my opinion and i gave it to her... but what? oh im sorry you didn't like teh truth Age? well was i being to straight forward about it? im sorry... NOT! face reality kido and stop asking for peopels opinions and then not likeing them so you keep asking untill you find someone whose opinion you like! (RANT #2) Not being able to get a hold of Bailey. me and her need to talk so bad... but my throte is killing me so i don't know. ( i give a fairy a blowjob if it would take the pain away.) and i can never get a hold of her. grrr... meh we shall talk eventually. (RANT #3) Not being able to talk to Morgan... she is haveing ALOT of problems and i think she should come down for a bit to sort her head. (RANT #4) okay i can't remember cuz im getting really sleepy so im goign to go. Later Days! *~Ashley~* Heaven's not a place that you go when you die It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive.