So the other day I went to Katrina’s house for a sleep over with Kyla and Sara. Now her brother James… well he’s been having girl issues. But that’s a long story. Anyways… so they were being weird and me and Kat think they’re both and a few others are going to shit brakes when they find out im going to be his “date” for her grad. Im so proud of her, I cant wait to see her. She’ll look so good. So during our sleep over we made a coke pyramid and ate pizza pops, ice cream, floats, nachos… and much other stuff. But ya the next morning (which was this morning) I went with Katrina to pick Terry up from Lindin which is 3 hours away. So 6 hours of driving. And my mom got pissed off cuz I wasn’t back until 8. meh. I mean I didn’t think it would be that big of a deal but aperrantly so. It’s just that she was spazing on the phone at me and all I could think of was “im technically still at Kats house and ill be home before curfue. ..” but she kept saying how I better get home and I told her first we had gone to Drum then we had to go pick Terry’s car up. So I walk in the house with Kat and my mom gives me the wide eye look and says “your in big trouble” I looked at Kat and I just starred at my mom. She started going on about how I knew better than that and she thinks its funny how every time she gives me a little more freedom I go a little further. I almost rolled my eyes. Oh mean what is she talking about. I know this will sound weird but im like a cat or a dog… you can’t tell me im aloud to do some stuff and not others. And FUCK HER! I mean seriously I don’t see the point in me still being grounded. It wasn’t even that bad… and this is still from the whole weekend thing. I mean its been like 2 months. And im still being punished? Oh my god! Maybe if I start doing weed or something then she’ll have something to bitch at me for. No probably not, she’ll still tell me how I shoul have known better. Kat says that if she keeps doing shit like this and being dumb about my groundings then she’ll talk to my mom about having a brake and staying with her for a bit. I STILL WANT TO MOVE OUT! But sadly I can’t. and im no more used to Richard then I was when he first stepped foot in the house. It’s been a year. So now saposidly I can’t go out of the house for the rest of this weekend and I “have messis to clean up.” Even though I don’t she calls having my clothes folded in piles in my living room a mess. *rolls eyes * But ya and I have a lot of shit in Pysc to do. I want to play video games too. And I still aheva whole shit load of people to pay back from that one wekkend. So yup im still trujing along with my mom… and getting pissed off. If all this crap doesn’t stop by the summer then ill be doing my own thing. So just remember everyone… “This is who I am and this is what I like, DC, Sum, blink and MXP is rocking my world. If oyur looking for me ill be at the show, I could never find a better place to go, Until the day I die, I promisse I won’t change, So you better give up. I don’t want to be told to grow up. And I don’t want to change so you better give up. And im not going to change so you better give up.” PS> the school put a fire wall up so I cant get into anything. FUCK! So im going to be on Hello Kitty . com for a while. Haha. Ya I wnt to learn to hack now so I can reset the system. I mean it isn’t that hard. Later Days! *~Ashley~*