i am soo incredably tierd. first off this entry might be very random too. okay so i have so much studying to do and my finger tips hurt sooo much. (its from being in the hot tub for like 4 hours) Hayden came in and is alergic to wasp bites and his arm had swollen up so bad but went down a little after being in the water with me.)and oh god all mighty if i didn't menchon it before Hayden gave me the biggest Hickies ever! oh i bitched Justin out for being an ass and he hasn't come near me since. Loran has gotton really friendly with me latly and Megan and Cristal say its cuz im friends with ALOT of guys and the guys always talk to me and i always have there atention weather i notice or not. and the reason for that being is because i donb't care one way or another. i didn't know that this was so... i mean i knew i had guy friends but i didin't know that bad. it kinda struck a cord that it was odd someone would want to use ME, ASHLEY... to get something. i mean come on im Ashley and i don't have anythign to give or for anyone to WANT.... do i? hmmm... so i went up stairs and tryed my moms door handle but it was locked... the first time in i don't know how long and all i wanted to do was tell her i loved her. ... i still haven't gone back up... anyways and i have SOOOO much typeing to do. oh god im not seeing anyone tomarrow and im working over time... plus i have the worst muscle pain ever. oh man i am soo run downa nd over tierd. i kinda fell asleep in Science to day and in teh first English period i fell asleep. well i should get going... Later Days! *~Ashley~*