Words to sing when no body knows.... and i won't say anything at all. I can't seem to find the words to express to you, the way i feel. and the soft cat by my feet, just lies there like the friend he is. And all i eally want to do is scream out. its like im barely breathing and non of you seem to know. im to young? well fuck you. aren't we all too youn or too old in some way? always missing the bar? over stepping the line? heads to high up in the clouds? are feet too firmly planted on the ground. and yet i can't seem to understand why you haven't gotten it untill now. everyone else seemed to except us. and then i even got it. much like a child who realizes that toy he played with every day that never quite worked right, really was broken.

it can;t be mended sweet boy. sweet fox. Zorro..... I'll always love you.

i feel so worn from the winters past... and yet i feel that there may be someone out there who can help hold me up. i wanty to try with so many people... i want to read so many books. but one at a time right? ugh two boys.... sweeping me off my feet. and yet i fear that this will be an unknown year, and i wounder if im scared. frightened....

ohh ladies... trust this smile i have.... seductive enough for you? well lets see what it can do.

well lets see what happens, shall we?

Later days

*~Ashley~*