so i talked to my cuzin last night and her mom took her car away becase even though she is 18 she can't be walking in the house at 3AM. my aunt and uncle are so stupid. Patrick met a girl, keely, and she seems pretty cool so his sights have been thrusted that way. we'll see how long that lasts. as long as they aren't on my then i don't care. it's when they aren't on my that i feel he is more of a friend and i get less mad at him. however the othe rnight i was livid again. i asked him to help me food shop and he wouldn't i told him i didn't know how to cook for just my self never mind as a vegitarian. and he still didn't help. so i told him "fine ill starve" which isn't far from the truth. not on pourpose of course. if i get stressed or tired or angry then i won't eat. i've been known to go up to 3 days without eating anything. totally by mistake. i wnet to bed an dthis morning i feel much better. im happy. so im doing my make up for work (which i rarely do) i feel good. :) Later Days! P.S.> a log about Nick will be comming soon *~Ashley~*