okay so i finally got my computer back cuz i need it to do work for this thinger im going on at th eend of the month. haha and im listning to some of the music that Nick gave me. pritty sweet set up. anyways but ya so mom let Hayden and Ryan come over to visit and that was pritty cool of her but Hayden as always was a dick about the whole me getting grounded thinger. like UGGGG! he can fuck himself. why do i bother? is it really cuz i had a relationship with him and for two months i gave a damn?? or maybe its the fact that hes suicidal? or maybe cuz he cutss pritty deep sometimes? hmmm or maybe im just too damn nice? maybe all of those? ya him and Danika got back together. i dont understand. i mean she is so dumb and horrible. ugggg. not my cup of tea. id beat her up if she said something to me. well actually she knows that/ thats why she dosn't say much around me. but ya i was like "why the hell would you take that bitch back after she dumped your arse?" and he says "well its just as stupid as you getting grounded." how the fuck is that the same? i swear on my grave i almost punched him in the face. im fucking touchy about this subject now cuz my whole family keeps harping at me about it and with my grandma sending me that birthday card with the bitch note... ya. anyways so my birthdya is tomarrow. which means the 9th. and saposidly me, richard, my mom, DJ, (maybe Chad), my dad, and tish are all going for sushi. good. at least its not some crap arse greek food that my dad and Tish seem to think is good. and im getting red converse. i got a mesage today and when i had to get my clothes back on, i looked in the mirror and i thought i looked like a porn star. hahaha. Kayla stopped by too and Damn is she a fox!!! id tapp that and she's one of my best friends. she got her hair cutt.... just WOW!!! no seriously... turned on by my own friend. and she's liek a sister to me. she basically si my sister along with Morgan. by the way HSOUT OUT TO MORGAN!!!!! *********************** I MISS YOU SAO MUCH!!! I STILL THINK THAT YOU SHOULD OCME LIVE WITH ME FOR A BIT. SERIOUSLY YOU'LL HAVE FUN OTU HERE AND IT'LL BE A NICE CHANGE. JUST REMEMBER EVEN IF YOU RANDOMLY SHOW UP YOUR ALWAYS WELCOME TO STAY. ************************ BY THE WAY!!! ya i colored my hair purple everyone. it looks nreally good. but now my mom is being a bitch so i have to go. (love you Nick and Bailey!) Later Days! *~Ashley~*