so im sitting here naked and i really dont want to do my homework... i hate it. but he actually likes it these days? (thanks for that little 'english' leson to the person who corrected my spelling errors.) anyways... yup so a quick useless up date for those who actually read my entrys for more than three times... okay so Age and peoples are still goign at it with the Big ass fight. personaly even thoguh Age and i have 'made peace' i think she should grow up. if more than 3 of your close friends tell you the same things than maybe you should lissten. and she never takes responsability for her own actions. whatever maybe one day she'll learn. so my ribs hurt really bad and im pissed about that cuz i thoguht i could take a few beatings better than that. frick! i hate not being a super hero. i hate when i get hurt and i actually am a pussy about it and take time off school today cuz it hurt. damn it! anyways so ya,... im still doing bad in science and im dealing with iot slowly. im also doing better with actually working. i've been able to not listen to music and work as well as strain my self from going on to a few of my fav web sites. so thats good. my addictions are slowly being blown away. maybe ill go in my hot tub and do my Pyc like i ushually do (naked.) i haven't hurd hide nor hair of hayden which actually amazes me. i tryed to feel pritty today but faild mizerably so instead i was wearing all white with a striped tie. everyone liked it. also a note for my little flirt updates: okay so umm if you remember Bob... then aaa ya i havent called him but he hasnt called me and there fore he is not worth my time. you see im really fast to back out of stuff... maybe thats one of my probalems... i never get hurt cuz i back out so fast that it never has time to actually screw me up. yup i called him when he was visiting friends and stuff and he says "who is this?" funny how before he has my number memorized and now he dosn't know? fuck him up the arse! ya thats right! Ashley got rejected. so yes and now Tyson and his older brother Eric seem to have taken a major intrest in me. (they are both kinda players and all Billabong and Roxy babes kind of people and if they see one thing rong with you then they wont talk to you.) so ya Eric took is stick teh other day and hit my arse with it. and today he hit my arse iwth his binder and on the head later too. what the hell? since when was i such a babe to either of them? and today as well Tyson and Colin were walking in the hall and i stoped right in front of them and they both slammed me up against the lockers and Tyson says "good job Colin. now hold her there and we can rape her!" it was funny but they slam you up ruff (kinda a turn on... Bahaha!) so ya... i think its interesting that tehy've both taken taht intrest in me. meh. and yes ill admit im a flirt at times. actually alot of times but i like it cuz if someone starts it with me then ill do it right back. y ai think right about now a nice naked hot tub will do me good. oh! me and Dustin were wrestling liek crazy today . i went to jam with hima nd try adn relearn some guitar stuff (but taht didnt really happin) so i remember a little from Money by Pink Floyd but i need to work on so much. i think thats it. i dont really have alot of stuff to say. but i really do want a huga dn a kiss from someone who likes me... but sadly no one around here exsists. i want someone to just sudenly kiss me right when were in the middle of something. or just sitting there even. i mean some on... im ushually blonde enough so i wont know what there doing untill its to late. (y ai know... how can you not know right? well people always stick there afce close to mine so i dont know.) now if you'll excuse me i must be off to do homework and continue my romantic setting im in right now. Later Days! *~Ashley~*