Melissa just called me weird

by lostmysanity
Listening to: My Chemical Romance
Feeling: abnormal
So melissa dosn't understand this whole diary thing. and for period 7 i wont have anythign to do so ill probably end up back on here. yup Boy told Tyler that i told him a secret he didnt say what it was. if he did we probably wouldnt be friends for a very long time because its that big of a secret. anyways. so im on "non talking terms" with him curently. whatever. ill get over it eventually. i just take secrets in very high regard. oh and Emo says "hi homo" to everyone. he's sitting next to me playign this tard-ass game that Timps had issues playing the other day. he couldn't get past teh last level and i've never played taht game before ever. and i beat it in the fourth time trying. BAM!! lol. anyways yes so im off to go mingle with others and write peopel coments. Later Days! *~Ashley~* (PS more pics coming later)
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yeah, it kinda kills me. His mom was a second mom to me,and she never wants to talk to me now! i didnt even do anything. Its just a GIANT misunderstanding with my mother, that i dont get along with.. and she knows that.. besides, my mom doesnt even LIVE WITH ME! ugh.... i hate it, me and his mom were soooooooooooooooooooo close... this really upsets me.

*ashley
well my mom said something about his mother, who, like i said is like a mother to me.She called her [[his mom]] a skank! i was SO upset with her for that, well right after she said it i was going to his house anyway.I was upset. he noticed. I told him that nothing was wrong, but he kept asking, and i told him i was just upset at my mom again. well... she asked why, and ididnt want to tell him. He kept asking anyway and i ended up
just saying that my mom insulted someone very important to me. He asked who. and kept asking when i didnt want to tell him. He started naming people and he knew by my reaction it was his mom. UGH! i told him to promise not to tell her, and he promised. Well, my dad was on the phone with his mom one night i guess, and said i was upset with my mom... again. And after she got off of the phone she started asking him [[the boy:)]] why. she started
saying how i should stop being mad at my mom and whatever, and he just said to her, "She was sticking up for you" so she bugged him for days how.. and he told her that my mom called her a name. [[i never told him what she called her though, just a name..]] so she told my dad. And i wasnt supposed to tell him [[the boy]] about what my mom said. So my dad was mad at me. It was then though that i got really upset. HE PROMISED ME! I was devastated.
ive always trusted him. I cant trust anyone like i trust him. so when my dad yelled atme, i was upset.. HE HAD TOLD! it was then that i realized that i didnt have ANYONE! so i told him i was dissapointed in him for telling his mom. and he wouldnt apologize because "she had the right to know" but hes sorry for breaking his word... i was really upset with him for it, mostly because of the fact that i knew i couldnt talk to him like i could before
ive always trusted him. I cant trust anyone like i trust him. so when my dad yelled atme, i was upset.. HE HAD TOLD! it was then that i realized that i didnt have ANYONE! so i told him i was dissapointed in him for telling his mom. and he wouldnt apologize because "she had the right to know" but hes sorry for breaking his word... i was really upset with him for it, mostly because of the fact that i knew i couldnt talk to him like i could before
so he got mad at his mom for telling my dad, and then his mom got mad at my dad, and then my dad got mad at me! well... so i was talkig to him [[the boy]] about why i was upset because i kept getting in trouble for things that werent my fault, and he said that his mom didnt want to talk to my dad, my bro, OR me ever again. and that HURT. i dont even understand why shes mad at me... i didnt do anything... did i?
I am just really hurt
having NO ONE in the world to trust really hurts. he says he'll never do it again, but i dontknow. this really hurts me,and maybe i am over reacting... but it really hurts. I have no one... thats clear now.

*ashley