oh my... good news i guess... comparing to my earlier more suicidal info... i 4got to mention earlier summin bryan said 2 me today at lunch while being a drone he did manage to squeek out that shanes coming back... thats not cool... not at all but the sweet thing is he said he will tell his mom he's staying over night there and he will get a ride here! yay! one of those nights where we fuck till were beat then we hold each other all night... man i miss that... all b/c he had 2 sneak out that one time and get caught :( but i love him 4 it... i miss him! bryan i know u havent read this or else u wouldnt have said i dont care or want u back every 5 seconds... cuz i do baby... read the last few entries... its all about u angel... U ARE my dream guy.. u are something u are someone! u are important! and i love you! ur more than my fiance my lover my baby my dream my future... ur my world!!!!! u mean sooo much 2 me... ur THAT guy every girl dreams about wishes 4... and i have you! and i wont ever let u go! NEVER BABY!!!!! we are ment to be together, forever... if not i would have gave up where everyone else would have... back when i found out about chelsy... but we stuck it out and were IN LOVE!!!! i wont let anything hurt our love :( remember if it hurts u... its killing me.... cuz its not ur life and my life its our life. muah baby boy! and thanx 2 all who commented on my last few entries 2day yall rock!!! comment me sum more!!!!