its hard 2 believe bryan when he said he hasnt talked 2 *her* yet his diary links on her page now. i try so hard 2 believe him but he's lied so much b4 but i do believe him cuz i know he wouldnt do something that stupid or idiotic 2 hurt me i pondered asking her about it but are we 4getting i really dont like this girl? its ok. i figured he'd prolly only have her lie about it anyways if he did talk to her... so what would be the udder use in it? im still on a kick about the pregnancy thing.... how could he have came inside me and been so careless this time (well last 2 times) i sorta understand but i mean why didnt he tell me? and what would we have done... i mean since were broken up and we have no money and he was acting all crazy and asking me to keep the baby when i was at the party and i didnt even know if i was prego but he basically insisted i was and now the school knows. but thats ok let them talk. but im serious. what would we have done? i hope he really didnt do that on purpose cuz my friend seems 2 think so... he kept asking if id stay with him forever. he made me promise over and over that id never leave him. my friend said it sounded like he did it to trap me but i dont think bryans smart enough to do that or mean enough. i know he loved me at least back then.. lol last week. well im thuroly depressed. ps. i know my diary looked much better and matched with the rose and the everlasting love and the dedicated pic to me and bryans 1 year anniversary and 3 people have said summin bout why i dont just put it back up. but i cant :( this might not match but its not killing me to see everytime i write in here. just give me time... ill prolly put it up during our anniversary even if were not together.