hmmm... i wonder where bryan is? brian kelly imed me last night... we talked for a good hour or so... i found it odd that it came out of nowhere. we started talking about overdosing and self inflicted pain... i think it started by him telling me he is giving himself a tatoo and he imed me to ask if i know what it feels like to be addicted to pain. i dont think he knows i used to cut myself. lets not tell him. people tend to not understand. today was really gay. most days are. i have some shit 2 say partaining to the 'so im pregnant' entry but i cant talk about it publicly. i just dont want people thinking they know everything. i feel that people look up to me and i dont even know it. people steal my shit and ideas all the time. i must be worth a tad more than nothing then. but being plagorized (sp?) and being stripped of my ideas/away messages/diary/profiles- the shit aint cool. i work hard 2 be original. stop making me ordinary! heathers coming over 2morro... i hope bryan will come 2! not to sound rude but i dont want to have sex. its not that its bad or anything lol i just want to cuddle with him and kiss him and be romatic and loving! my moms bringing home tacos tonight!!! HELL YEA! las night she brought home pizza. but damn YO QUIERO TACO BELL! birthday count down: 19 days left well ill update more lada... leave a comment