Listening to: sry this entry-is so long!
Feeling: blank
sry this is LONGGGG!!!!! its a full convo!
just thought ud like to see the whole thing 2 justify what i mean... a lil of it wouldnt show all sides.
Toxictouch13 [8:22 PM]: do you think you just go ahead and break up wtih me then act like you never knew me, erase me from your life and write shit in your profile to get me upset?
Sk8erChick2004 [8:22 PM]: what shit?
Toxictouch13 [8:22 PM]: like flirting with guys with big gadgets
Toxictouch13 [8:22 PM]: and looking for a guy?
Toxictouch13 [8:22 PM]: already
Toxictouch13 [8:22 PM]: man
Sk8erChick2004 [8:23 PM]: well arent u
Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: you are not what i thought you were
Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: no
Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: actually i am not
Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: i only wan you
Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: and only you
Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: but obviously i am nothing to you
Sk8erChick2004 [8:23 PM]: u dont act that way
Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: i amsorry i ever met you
Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: goodbye
Sk8erChick2004 [8:24 PM]: wtf?
Sk8erChick2004 [8:24 PM]: i didnt do anything to u
Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: SAM I LOVE YOU!!
Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: you broke up withe me
Sk8erChick2004 [8:24 PM]: ur the one writing that shit in ur journal
Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: for what?
Sk8erChick2004 [8:24 PM]: cuz u broke another promise
Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: i amnot making you jelouse by looking for chicks
Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: no
Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: that shouldn't evenbe a promise
Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: i promised you i wouldn't have a life
Toxictouch13 [8:25 PM]: and i couldn' take it anymore
Toxictouch13 [8:25 PM]: i wantted a life
Toxictouch13 [8:25 PM]: and you in my lif
Sk8erChick2004 [8:25 PM]: snowboarding is ur life now?
Toxictouch13 [8:25 PM]: no everything
Sk8erChick2004 [8:25 PM]: well thats why were not together
Toxictouch13 [8:25 PM]: you break up wih me cuz of that, you obviously never lovedme and i never want to ever see you again, i want to forge everything we have everdoone
Toxictouch13 [8:26 PM]: i don't want to remember you
Toxictouch13 [8:26 PM]: you never loved me
Toxictouch13 [8:26 PM]: if you did you could respect my life
Toxictouch13 [8:26 PM]: and let me do stuff for fun
Sk8erChick2004 [8:27 PM]: well im tired of the lies thats all
Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: so fuck you and never talk to me ever again
Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: there was no lies sam
Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: i told yo i wouldn't have a life
Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: FOR YOU
Sk8erChick2004 [8:27 PM]: u broke a promise today and shoved it right in my face
Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: and i just thought maybe you could respect me and let me FUCING HAVE A LIFE WITHOUT DUMPING ME
Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: BUT YOU KNOW THAT IS YOU
Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: YOU HAVE NO HEAR
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK LOVE IS
Sk8erChick2004 [8:28 PM]: why? so u can cheat on me a few more times and shatter my soul a bit more
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: YOU ARE PATHETIC AND GE THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: NO IT WOUULDN'T HAPEN AGAIN
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: OKAYY!!?
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: I TOLD YO THAT
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: THAT IS THE ONLY LIE YOU TELL YOURSELF
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: THAT IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: BUT IT WONT'
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: STOP IMING ME
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: I AMIGNORING YOU
Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: FUCK YOU!!!
Sk8erChick2004 [8:29 PM]: w/e *stopping*
Toxictouch13 [8:29 PM]: BYE
Sk8erChick2004 [8:29 PM]: bye
Sk8erChick2004 [8:29 PM]: im not gana fight this time... cyas
Toxictouch13 [8:44 PM]: SAM DON'T FUCKING DO THIS
Auto response from Sk8erChick2004 [8:44 PM]: awww damn!!!! lookin 4 love in all the right places looking 4 love... AND FOUND IT! sing with me people!!! looking 4 love in all the right places looking 4 love!
shhh.... lol
Sportstud199012 [8:40 PM]: I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH SAM
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: wtf is that?!?
you like going to date himnow?
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: sam i imed you czu i want you only you i havn't lied to you
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: and if you are hat fucking pissy about me snowboarding then FINE
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: I WON'T
i won't do it if you just stay with me
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: i want you
Sk8erChick2004 [8:45 PM]: that boy is dating my sister
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: please
Sk8erChick2004 [8:45 PM]: hahaha
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: please
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: okayy
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: i love you only you
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: iwant you
Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: only you
Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: no one else
Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: just please stay with me
Sk8erChick2004 [8:46 PM]: well then what are u going to do?
Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: iwon't do that okay
Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: i won't snowboard
Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: juststay with me
Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: i shouldn't do that, but this proves that i wantyou
Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: i will sign into your club
Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: but i can't live without you
Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: okay
Sk8erChick2004 [8:47 PM]: u dont have to me and heather had a LONNNG chat about it
Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: that's all
Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: about what
Sk8erChick2004 [8:47 PM]: being just fine in the club alone
Sk8erChick2004 [8:47 PM]: like last year
Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: no
Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: i want yu
Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: i will do this for yu
Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: jus please stay with me
Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: okay
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: you can go out with your friends whenever
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: i don't care
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: i will do anything just if you stay with me
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: jesus
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: you don't know how i feel
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: looking at you just being happy and fine without me
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: acting like you never loved me, whcihc you prolly didn't
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: and it hurs
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: hurts
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: but that's i
Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: bye=
Sk8erChick2004 [8:48 PM]: waity
Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: no
Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: idon't want to see you tell me you don't watn me
it hurts enough now
Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: i amonly hapy wiht you
Sk8erChick2004 [8:49 PM]: i never said i didnt
Sk8erChick2004 [8:49 PM]: didnt u read my journal?
Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: no
Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: i just want you with me
Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: that is it
Sk8erChick2004 [8:50 PM]: well u pushed me farther and farther away today
Toxictouch13 [8:50 PM]: sam
Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: i was seeing if you would let me have a life and have fun without you getting upset
Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: i want you more then that thought
Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: though
Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: okay
Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: so i won't do it
Sk8erChick2004 [8:51 PM]: by breaking the only promise i ever wanted u to keep besides not cheating on me again
Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: sami dind't break it
Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: i crumpled that paper up in homeroom
Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: and kept yours
Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: i didn't even say i would
Sk8erChick2004 [8:52 PM]: yea but u implied it
Toxictouch13 [8:52 PM]: you know i am crying for some stupide reason
Toxictouch13 [8:52 PM]: and i ca'nt talk
Toxictouch13 [8:52 PM]: the only thing i loved THE MOST
Toxictouch13 [8:52 PM]: is leaving me
Toxictouch13 [8:52 PM]: bye
Sk8erChick2004 [8:53 PM]: i never said i was leaving
Sk8erChick2004 [8:53 PM]: read my journal
Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: send me the site
Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: nevermind
Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: i have it in my buddy
Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: muh fav.
Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: but i need to go
Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: for a lil
Toxictouch13 [8:54 PM]: ;'9
Toxictouch13 [8:54 PM]: ;"(
Toxictouch13 [8:54 PM]: please
Toxictouch13 [8:54 PM]: jst don't leave meee
Toxictouch13 [8:54 PM]: bye
god we have our ups and downs! this was an up :) hope it lasts!!! god do i love him :
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