whoa! okay i been neglecting this mofo! lets start off with after bryan came... ok what day was that? hmm.... sunday! okay. sunday- bryan (not that he sucks in bed... but he's never givin me an orgasm b4... not un-common... most females cant get orgasms from intercourse... he has givin them to me b4 tho... just not while we humped... bena said its the same with her... and she's slept with at least 6 guys... ive only been with bry bry of couse!) but well sunday we were on my bed... and i was about to give him head but i started crying my eyes out... he just held me and hugged me and told me it was okay and we talked... and i told him how i wanted him back and how i missed him :( then after it was all settled he went down on me hehehehe... and it felt so gr8 i started shaking... soooooo i was like THIS IS GANA GIVE ME AN ORGASM... so i grabbed him told him when i say to jump on me quick as he can and put it in... so he did when i said to... and he fianlly gave me one during sex... well sorta! lil compromise but it felt soooo gr8... and he was sooo happy too.... so now he can give me them and i can give him them too... :D yay! ok now on monday we got back together in the morning... we were 2gether 2 pds. then we started to fight cuz of me prolly... i dont want to talk about it... cuz i dont want certain people to know that read this... but yea we talked last night and decided we werent broken up or anything and that we'll make this work... 4 fucking ever! i love him! okay then today my baby got sick at school and went home :( i made a big scene on my bus about being anti-cheerleader... and told everyone to look at the comics in my diary under cheerleader on the side... so i ope they do and i hope guys comment on it.... i put the 1st pic up... bryan got on here and put the 2nd one up as a suprise... were rebels oh yes we are! lol well then theres today... melissa let me online 4 once... holy shit i cant believe it... but my bry bry isnt on... he must be really really sick... which means ill prolly get it... oh well.... then theres the possiblity its cancer or something acting up... god i hope not... i decided if he dies i die... right by his side... ill shoot myself or something... i just dont know how i could go on without him... so i wont try and find out. welp welp... today sucked... mostly everyday sucks. i did get final destination 2 and mr deeds finally... but still 2day was gay. haha.... well leave me some comments! make them funny so i have some enjoyment in life. love you -unless i hate you- lol