well i just updated my other 2 diaries... nice nice i feel caught-up jesus christ i miss the summer... i miss lazy days and warm comfy nights the pool the sand in my toes at the lake hehehe i miss everything about it! i fucking hate snow i hate the cold i hate winter. nothing good comes of it! argh! ok now that i got that outa my system... i have a song stuck in my head (i write about music 2 damn much but music is life) hoobastank- out of control Ive done everything as you say I followed your rules without question I thought it would help me see things clearly But instead of helping me to see I look around and its like Im blinded I'm spinning out of control out of control Im spinning out of control out of control (go)Where should go (do)What should I do I dont understand what you want from me (go)Cuz I dont know (do) if I can trust you I dont understand what you want from me I feel like Im spinning out of control I try to focus but everythings twisted And all along I thought you would be there (thought you would be there) So let me know Im not alone But in fact thats exactly what I was Im spinning out of control out of control Im spinning out of control out of control (go)Where should go (do)What should I do I dont understand what you want from me (go)Cuz I dont know (do) if I can trust you Or the things you said to me And I may never know The answer to this endless mystery (go) Where should I go (do)What should I do I dont understand what you want from me Is it a mystery? Is it a mystery? Im spinning out of control out of control Im spinning out of control out of control Im spinning out of control out of control Im spinning out of control out of control Im spinning out of control out of control Im spinning out of control out of control Im spinning out of control out of control Im spinning out of control (go)Where should I go (do) what should I do I dont understand what you want from me (go) Cuz I dont know (do) if I can trust you Or all of the things you said to me And I may never know the answer to this endless mystery (go)Where should I go (do)What should I do I dont understand what you want from me Im spinning out of control out of control Im spinning out of control out of control