ok soooo bryan didnt come over yesterday. understandable. we fought i cried... same ol same ol then a breakthrew. he wanted me to come over there today... more fighting. cuz greg was there. but today... a rainbow shined over our thunderstormed relationship. he asked me back out. i couldnt go over today and it was upsetting but we both took it like adults. he was so damn sweet to me on the phone. i told him about the b/day gift and he said 4 x-mas he'll get me blink, gc, simple plan, korn, evanescence, and other posters for my walls. he also told me he wished he was rich like his best friend so he could give me a big beautiful ring when he proposed, and he told me he's going to propose. gawd... i love this boy sooo much. it seems to me we hit our rocky point but were finally ready to over-come this. one thing he said on the phone upset me but opened my eyes to see what me and bryan have is so much more special than i give it credit for... he told me (his best friend) hits his g/f that blew my mind... i never really thought about it but i believe it, the part that shocked me is... they are hardly ever together. he moved pretty far from us. it made me think... bryan rarely does anything but yell at me once in a while... and a few times he's grabbed my wrists, but i did slap him. and he treats me so good compared to most of the guys out there that have been with the same girl for over a year. and yea... we've broken up in between that year but we were NEVER apart. we have everyday since the 1st day acted as a couple. even when we were broken up on our breaks... he walked me to class and kissed me hello and goodbye. this *is* definetly the guy i MUST marry. how many guys will do that for anyone?? i know he really loves me, as much as he says it... i finally am starting to see and believe i know what it is and how special it is to have it. i think people believe they are in love but dont truly undertsnad or know what it is... therefore they arent. i know ive felt something for him since the beginning and it grew with our passion but finally it broke the surface and this 2 week long fight... made my love "our" love break threw.