i want my baby back baby back baby back chili and baby back ribs i want my chili and baby back ribs BBQ SAUCE! hamburgers hotdogs corn on the cob mmmmmm...... thats dinner! woot! god i miss bryan soooooo much........ i lose hope of bryan showing up unexpected but i hold onto the concept a bit more.... maybe just maybe he will miss me and much as i miss him and will show up.... here i go again living in a dream........... its okay....... i keep thinking its 5 or 6 but its only 1:30 he still has time to show, tho i doubt he will i look at the ring over and over........... getting lost in that dream world for a few seconds im truly happy. then i snap back to this harsh reality life=sucks and to add to my troubles i have 3 projects in school..... im a maid in my own home....... and i can only talk to bryan when its convienient for everyone else (ie. when no1 is on the phone or online...... which is maybe like 10 minutes out of the day....) pretty soon both i and bryan will have our licenses and i wont ever be home.......... that will be a better life. i only have to wait 1 more month and a few days..... thats it...... i hope i can survive until then.