today ended with a headache all the havok that bitch bestoded upon my life the drama with bryan school. ugh yea.... hell so then i hear bryan say 'he didnt love me back then' that was murder to my heart... i felt 14% more love i had 4 him slip away now from 100% to 64% over the course of x-mas eve the night i told him i loved him till now. so anyways... i just watched boy meets world again 4 the 1st time since i woke up and seen that one a few weeks ago... and damnit... it was worth bawling for as well it was another fucking episode about corey making out with that other girl... tapanga dumped him cuz he went on a date with her and it took that date to realize he didnt wanna lose tapanga and in his words 'i like her but i could never live without tapanga'... is kinda sad huh :( so then everyone cried... tho it woulda been hard i woulda dumped him too... if u have to see if ur relationship is worth saving by going out with another love interest... thats sad. and if u like another girl while ur in love with another.... summin isnt right and on that note i can say i never lovED brian kelly just was in lust 4 him, my body wanted him not my heart i lovED and still LOVE bryan and always will NO MATER WHAT! but to the other girls that thought they had a chance... we all know who im talking about but i wont make it obvious in case ur ass is smart enuff to find SIT here... this be 4 her lmao Pulling petals off a flower trying to get your way. Keep pulling til' it says what you want it to say. Girl you can pick a field full of daisies, But he'd still be my baby. Instinctively, I know what you're thinking, You'll be giving him an open invitation, But my baby won't be taken in. You can pout your cherry lips, Try to tend him with a sweet kiss. You can flutt your pretty eyes, He ain't got his hands tied. No chains to unlock, So free to do what he wants. He's into what he's got. He loves me, he loves you not. No matter what you do, he's never gonna be with you. He loves me, he loves you not.