[mood]-[] my god im confused. i went to bryans locker at the end of the day and he wasnt there. he's ALWAYS THERE waiting 4 me. :( he told me to write him a note and i did and all but since i didnt see him i ripped it up on the bus :( theres a parade tonight. last years was sooo fun! i sooo wanted to go, and wanted bryan to go with but i called and i got no answer. its like everyone just got up and died. oh well do u know how much i dont care? its just one of those days i wana be anywhere but here as anyone but me. eh. im also sick of the world judging everyone by their looks. fuck looks wtf do they get u besides pregnant and eventually divorced? Q&A 4. am i mental?