ok so its friday... yea well FUCK ME! it wasnt TGIF! gah.
1st of all... the door thing will be delayed until monday i did make a million snowflakes 4 it and put them up tho... yay me!
on the other hand we had a pRep ralley.
they suck... and i sat in the worst place... yea... surrounded by hate.
i should just sit w/ the seniors and let bryan come with me... jesus i dunno what it is but im starting to hate being near the freshman and we were next to their set of bleechers... its like a big huge crowd of sluts. gawd.
anyways that got me depressed.
but there was other good things... brandons letter was kinda odd but good in a sense... even tho i dont understand a few things.
he gave me his s/n... that caught me off guard. tashia ended up yelling at him yesterday and he said 'i treat her better than her boyfriend'
oh jesus wrong thing 2 say... ronnie told me bryan walked around half the day saying he's gana kick his ass... and he found out who he was too...
anyways beyond that... bryan came over... we fought then we were cool then fought over and over...
at 1st we watched scarry movies. (old ones) puurdy cool.
then we fooled around but i wouldnt let him fuck me... ok i just was a bit depressed... he didnt understand :/
then he said summin in the livingroom cuz i got pissed at him 4 pressuring me 2 go outside in the damn cold... and he fucking pissed me off so i slapped him... then he grabbed my arm and slammed it down... it hurts SOOOO bad. oh well. he said sorry.
then he made us popcorn and took me 2 my room... then we started watching dr. dolittle and i paused it to play the 6th song on 'a perfect circle' the 1st cd. and he held me as we closed our eyes and barely moved... i opened my eyes and looked at us in my vanity mirror and we looked just like the people posing in magazines, we make the most beautiful perfect couple there ever was or will be.
then we layed down and he fed me the popcorn... soon after i had 4gotten about my arm and the depression and the pain from all the drama between us and we laughed and watched the movie as he held me... and it was so gr8
he actually just left... i miss him :( and he's going away this weekend :'( i barely get 2 see him and i hate it.
oh well... with all the other girls and the drama its prolly a good thing in a way tho i hate it.
but yea the day was full of ups and downs.
i miss my baby.
and im hella hungry now.
on a final note... pRep ralleys can go 2 fucking hell!
im not gana sit here and get emotinal about why the pRep ralley pissed me off but know this.... SLUTS CAN DIE!!!!!!! ok im done.
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