after waiting from the time i went to fucking bed to going to bed tonight the ASSHOLE wakes me up at 12:30 callin me from his house he didnt go to the game HE WENT OT A GODDAMN CLUB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN WE SAY WANT TO DIE? oh it gets better........ he blamed everything on me cuz wes went.... fucker! he told him how i tried to get a ride from him and shit.......... god now that kid needs 2 rot in hell! but wait it gets even better........ bryan says he sat out in the cold all night and didnt talk to ANYONE but some skater guy.... funny how quick his story changed........ all the sudden he talked to some fat girl who said her friend thought he was hott........ and he told me some HOTT GURL came up to him and that is he didnt change he prolly woulda done shit with her.......... FUCK THAT HE JUST CALLED ANOTHER GIRL HOTT!!!!! see now im crying....... and i dont want to cry cuz i keep throwing up........... he kept blaming shit on me and sayin it was all my fault when i sat here for 2 days BLEW OFF FRIENDS AND BLEW OFF THE GAME FOR HIM!!! it sure is ALL MY FAULT when i worried about him all day and didnt do shit but cry! look at my last fucking 15 entries! its all the fuck about him........ now he thinks i was going to 'fuck' raul b/c i was gana go see his new house and cry 2 someone........... he doesnt even let me squeeze in THAT I FUCKING BLEW HIM OFF LAST NIGHT CUZ OF THE RESPECT I HAVE 4 HIM..... B/C I WOULDNT DO THAT TO HIM AND I EVEN SAID THAT IN ANOTHER FUCKING ENTRY! and i do find it funny that bryan lives rightdown the street.... but jasons power was out so he couldnt call or get online...... yea....... he coulda went home, even tho i doubt his power was the problem at all.. i also find it funny that bryan came home to get movies but the fuckers 'power is out' ok im lost................... but more than lost im hurt! i get blaimed 4 everything and he is here calling another slutty fucking whore hott............ thats the VERY 1ST time he has ever said another girl was hott and i hate it im not going to take it.......... SEE IM NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM IM NOT AS HOTT AS HER TO HIM IM SURE!!!!!!! if all these hott girls want him wy the FUCK is he with ME! i dont believe he sat there and didnt talk to anyone........... its not how he is! and he controdicted himself (or however its spelt) ALREADY!!!! by saying then this girl came up then another one did too..... so FUCK HIM he wants to play dumb like i wasnt wishin all day that he'd come over then fuck him...... actin like i dont car eand i didnt wanna see him!!!!!!!!! WELL GO READ MY LAST ENTRYS ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!