ps. its funny how bryan suddenly cared after all that time of not caring... once he thought i was fucking mich. and once he knew id broken the short leash he had me on and i would choose 4 myself if id stay or go... b4 he KNEW id stay no matter what... so he was pushing me 2 see how far id go so hed get his way... pullin back and letting go a bit everytime i got upset or he wanted to chill with friends. but the leash broke the second we started screaming at each other. is that love tho? he knew id stay cuz i loved him but now i feel i was just being controlled. :( i know i love him more than anything ever... but how can i possibly go on like that. now he knows how i felt now he knows my pain now he cries. i feel terrible dont get me wrong but now he knows. :(