its a small world... evrything and everyone revolve around bryan i get sooo tired of it. i wish nobody knew him. the least i could hope 4 is that strangers dont come up to me saying they know him and shit... god. i mean this guy finds my diary he ims me its cool we chat *find out we live 15 minutes apart* then i find out he knows bryan ugh. as if its not enuff with the whores at school and random whores outside of school everywhere we go COMING UP TO HIM, MAKING ME WANT TO KILL THEM... im sorry but i dont think fucking people should do that shit specially when they ALL know im UNSTABLE AND PSYCHO AND WOULD HURT THEM 1ST CHANCE I GOT well not just the fucking bitches but the guys too, i mean WE GO OUT TO BE JUST US TOGETHER and what do we get.... a mob! its like this motherfucker is famous. yep and im 'bryans girl' as i said... people are 4getting my name. and damnit... IM JUST AS FUCKING HUMAN AS HIM! SO FUCK ALL OF YOU of all the poeple to piss me off 2day the award goes 2 bryan for what he said on the phone he hung up on me cuz 'HE KNOWS IM RIGHT' ok... he goes to peoples houses... theres girls there ok yay but he wont let me go to a girls house if guys are there so what makes him allowed to? so i said ill do the same and i dont want him getting all pissy yea that pissed him off. of course... but im right am i not? he was gana stay the night there... with girls there... and id never be allowed to do that. he'd fuck me up. weres the justice? ps. dont make me off 2 sound like a gready bitch who wants everyone 2 love her... cuz i dont and i hate the fakeness of the world i would just like to be known as sam and not bryans girl i would like to be visible i would like justice and i would like for people to know me as i am and not as bryan tells them i am. is that so much 2 ask 4? seems as if im nothing without him cuz he makes me what i am, im bryans girl... nothing else what happens when im not bryans girl anymore *if ever* not that im saying i dont want to be but what if? will i suddenly be the nobody. my life has changed so much it wasnt always like this. people used to know me. now they walk on by and say hi to bryan am i just over-reacting or what?