well well well.... bryan isnt anywhere all the sudden... its about 12:30 and i gave up an hour ago...i fell the hell asleep b/c my eyes hurt, but raul just called he basically begged me to go somewhere with him but i said the usual.... i cant im to tired im sick... tho im none of the above... and i did that 4 bryan tho he's prolly out fuckin around....... i swear to fuckin god i find out he went out tonight we are done 4 good and then some, as in no mercy no looking back! i told bryan 2day how i missed hanging out w/ raul.... and having fun times like i used to.... and then the door opened up and i slammed it shut 4 him!!!!!!! so if i find out he went out it wont be pretty.