COMPS FIXXXED!!! omg omg omg YAY! wow i missed you all so so so so so so so so much but now im back! LilRedneckBabii4: i'm so glad that yer back! LilRedneckBabii4: i missed you! LilRedneckBabii4: i did i did awww... see i feel loved! so me and bryan broke up due to a mix of built up tragity. it hurt bad then it hurts worse now. i was contemplating going back to him and then perry shoves a really ugly fucked up pic of bryan kissing some nasty girl in my face and i basically decided i was over him and his childish ways. then me and mike guido started dating and bryan said he was moving... then he wasnt then he was then he wasnt then he got in trouble and was again. alright next thing i know adam and guido are spending the night with me and bryan perry and josh show up to spend the night as well. 5 guys and me... oh yay. they all got high and shit and we were up till about 4. some things happened that i really cant talk publicly about. but in the end i decided i didnt want bryan to move and i told him to stay. i wanted to go back to him then i read this girls diary today on here and realize its all like a big act... will he truely stop talking to melisa and autumn or whoever if i do take him back? will he stop having girls at his house or whatever. prolly not! so i just sent him an IM and told him basically , the truth. im moving on... and everyone seems to think me and mike are a great couple... everyone says he'll treat me right. or at least better than bryan. he even told bryan last night... he doesn't deserve me and thats why he took me away. well ima write a private entry about the stuff of last night... tt4n