ok guys... this is a big moment of truth in my life. writing is just about everything to me and my future. (besides marrying bryan and being a mommy) i wrote a book. we all know so ill stop talking about it, and ive made countless songs and poems. 4 places have taken my poem 2 be published in 6 books 2 be released next year. but 2 of the places wrote to me and asked if i would be interested in sharing more poems. the moment of truth part of all this is... will they like my poems? awe yes i know, they published them so why wouldnt they like the others... i guess im just worried. this is the only thing i want to do with my life and if i fail at such a young age im nothing. *i say that as so i AM something now, which im not* my book is nothing like my poety tho both are very honest and come from the heart, they follow very different parts of me and since im 89% sure im suffering from bi-polar disorder -only when im in a certain mood can i write and each mood has a totally different style- that is what makes me unique and thats what people look for in an author. i love 2 write love 2 read... i do both quickly an frequently... see how often i write in here? muliply that by 10. thats how often i write poems and stories. thats dedication, thats life, thats love. so wish me luck. pray 2 the gods they like my poems and say i have some future there as my teachers said. hehe