ps. bryan called me! i know omg omg! lol alls he did was yell about what i wrote in my last entry. and i asked how his diary link got on alicias diary and he yelled more and swore he wasnt talking to her...
believing him is hard but im trying ya know.
he's at his gramas 4 the weekend... everytime we break up he leaves his house... maybe the 5000 things in his room are a bitter sweet reminder? maybe he just wants to find sum1 else or possibly just so i wont talk to him? eh w/e anyways yep so he's there with his cousin who is prolly bad mouthing me and so is bryan! and he's prolly also the reason we broke up cuz he wrote him a goddamn email saying they never spend time together anymore and thats basically uhhh hmmm.... my fault.
who the fuck wants to spend time with family?
god im glad im not like that. not dissin him cuz i know thats what he'll say but i hate my family and i have better things to do with my time.
like write :) hehehe
well oh fucking well i gada find summin 2 do this weekend since heathers not here tonight and bryan wont be here tomorrow like originally planned all week up until last night. ugh.
maybe ill just sleep... i 4got to eat for the last 2 days i feel tired from it.
they say u cant live more than what 9 days without food and sleep? and like 4 without water.... maybe ill stop eating drinking and sleeping... seems like a painless quick way 2 day.
let the countdown begin:
18.4 hours without a drink
49.5 hours without food
1 night without sleepim really sorry. you seem like such a great person and if he doesn't see that then you should move on..but i know its not that easy but over time it will get easier. and i hope your pain subsides soon. but don't do anything you'll regret like just having sex with some random guy...cuz it seems like you already regret losing your virginity..do you want to also tell your future husband you had sex with random ppl?..i hope things get better 4 u soon
[bandagedheart]
I'm so sorry!
[xx1evil1xx]
way to go bryan
[anonymous (68.60.226.115)]
I dont know you but i can tell you dont deserve this. i am so sorry.
xxinsecurexx
sorry it wont let me loggin
[anonymous (207.127.242.92)]
hehe thanx guys! erm FUCK YOU ANONYMOUS!! u think i dont know who u are but i fucking do.... lets keep playin this game bitch! just keep playin cuz ima PLAY UR ASS BACK WHORISH SLUT! sign ur name or dont leave a comment chicken shit
ps. bryan called me! i know omg omg! lol alls he did was yell about what i wrote in my last entry. and i asked how his diary link got on alicias diary and he yelled more and swore he wasnt talking to her...
believing him is hard but im trying ya know.
he's at his gramas 4 the weekend... everytime we break up he leaves his house... maybe the 5000 things in his room are a bitter sweet reminder? maybe he just wants to find sum1 else or possibly just so i wont talk to him? eh w/e anyways yep so he's there with his cousin who is prolly bad mouthing me and so is bryan! and he's prolly also the reason we broke up cuz he wrote him a goddamn email saying they never spend time together anymore and thats basically uhhh hmmm.... my fault.
who the fuck wants to spend time with family?
god im glad im not like that. not dissin him cuz i know thats what he'll say but i hate my family and i have better things to do with my time.
like write :) hehehe
well oh fucking well i gada find summin 2 do this weekend since heathers not here tonight and bryan wont be here tomorrow like originally planned all week up until last night. ugh.
maybe ill just sleep... i 4got to eat for the last 2 days i feel tired from it.
they say u cant live more than what 9 days without food and sleep? and like 4 without water.... maybe ill stop eating drinking and sleeping... seems like a painless quick way 2 day.
let the countdown begin:
18.4 hours without a drink
49.5 hours without food
1 night without sleep
ps. bryan called me! i know omg omg! lol alls he did was yell about what i wrote in my last entry. and i asked how his diary link got on alicias diary and he yelled more and swore he wasnt talking to her...
believing him is hard but im trying ya know.
he's at his gramas 4 the weekend... everytime we break up he leaves his house... maybe the 5000 things in his room are a bitter sweet reminder? maybe he just wants to find sum1 else or possibly just so i wont talk to him? eh w/e anyways yep so he's there with his cousin who is prolly bad mouthing me and so is bryan! and he's prolly also the reason we broke up cuz he wrote him a goddamn email saying they never spend time together anymore and thats basically uhhh hmmm.... my fault.
who the fuck wants to spend time with family?
god im glad im not like that. not dissin him cuz i know thats what he'll say but i hate my family and i have better things to do with my time.
like write :) hehehe
well oh fucking well i gada find summin 2 do this weekend since heathers not here tonight and bryan wont be here tomorrow like originally planned all week up until last night. ugh.
maybe ill just sleep... i 4got to eat for the last 2 days i feel tired from it.
they say u cant live more than what 9 days without food and sleep? and like 4 without water.... maybe ill stop eating drinking and sleeping... seems like a painless quick way 2 day.
let the countdown begin:
18.4 hours without a drink
49.5 hours without food
1 night without sleep
later
later