bryan had psat's today. i hope they went well 4 him :) he didnt say much about them besides... they were boring. after his test he came and got me =o) we celebrated my birthday today (10 days early) he's so sweet to me. i have some medical issues that kinda got me down today but he took good care of me and was so sweet to me all day. we layed together and listened to music. AFI, Linkin Park, and some rap too hehe. then my bry bry sang to me :) aww i love his voice its so damn cute =) he played the cd he made for us for our 1st time. then he fed me some footprint soup (i think thats what it was called) it was yummy! i got sick from it tho. i get sick everytime i eat :/ -prolly cuz of my medical issue- but yea. he layed with me cuz i wasnt feeling good and i fell asleep. when i woke up our cd was on again and the stuffed puppy i bought him and a blanket were covering me. i sat up and listened to the cd and thought about the 1st time we had sex. it was so romantic :) so then bryan came in and i asked how long i had been asleep and he said 2 hours. lol i was a lil upset cuz i wasted 2 hours being asleep but he said he layed with me and talked to me and kissed my head like a million times. *how cute is that?* then i think it was after i woke up that he brought me my cake and let me blow out the candles hehehe. it was white with purple roses and green *yay 4 green* lol it was chocolate yumm yumm! *he said he had one with a lil pink in it then he looked at it b4 he left the store and ran back and got another one lol. my baby knows me too well... pink is just pure uglyness* so anyways the cake says "happy birthday roo" hehehehe after i blew out the candles he gave me a card... awww it was sooo cute but i think i left it there so i cant tell ya what it said :( but then he had summin in each hand... he pulled out his one hand and it was BRACLETTES! woo.... my obsession remember... the plastic kind ya know... the ones people twist and everyone asks how they did that hehehe. yea i love them things... i started up that trend again a while back and now everyone at school wears them cuz i never take my red ones off. actually they are more of pink... eww. and i did take them off 4 homecoming but i put them back on when we got home hehe. yea and i put them all on :) they are black and blue... 20 of them. woohoo! so then i was too excited to care what was in the other hand i just loved the cake the card and the braclettes. but then he pulled out a silver and diamond braclette... oooh my its cute as hell. he put it on me and it looks beautiful. its sparkly and all heheh. so then he rubbed my back and we layed there and talked and kissed each other and just spent time together ya know then we got up and went outside... we started raking a leaf-pile woohoo we had it pretty big then i pushed bryan and he fell right into it ;) so adorable! then he grabbed me and i fell on top of him... we laughed we played in the leaves... covered ourselves in them hehehe and layed in them... it was just like a movie, everything seemed to be so perfect and all the trees around us, all the color all the beauty... it just made it that much better. then bryan looked into my eyes and said everything looked so beautiful to him since he met me because i showed him what love was. and he said i was beutiful and perfect too. i love him. then when we were done in the leaves we got up and picked the lil pieces of leaves off each other and went in and layed down again (it was almost dinner hehe) so we danced... we danced to everything... we jumped lol we grinded we did it all and it was crazy fun. then we went out to try and start the fire but the leaves were 2 wet and we gave up. (he wanted to eat with me by the fire at a table with nothing but candle light.) instead we ate in his room. we set up a table in the middle of the room and he put a candle in the middle :) he put on our cd again and we had all the taco stuff layed out *tacos OF COURSE* duh... that is our natural shared love! hehe. and we ate to our hearts content and he pulled out the M&M's with peanuts! yay. so we took the green 2 out and i told him to never eat them. to always keep them 4 us. and we ate a few of the other ones (we fed them to each other) and i got a lil sick again and layed down. then we grabbed some blankets and went out back... we layed down and held each other cuz it was cold and we looked at the stars. we both agreed we were thinking about when were married hehehe. then we messed around out there sexually a bit... hj not humping. hehe and we talked then went in cuz we were cold. i layed down cuz i was still feeling sick and i felt a lump on my side... stupidly i told bryan cuz it freaked me out. he got really scared and worried instantly and started to cry. he told me he never wants me to die and he will hate me if i do. :( i said its prolly nothing and we talked and talked and i felt bad cuz he cried. then he told me if one of us were to die he wants to marry me b4 it happens and tha if i did die he'd never find someone else. i asked him how i was to prove my love to him and he said i already did. we fell asleep together and when i woke up my mom was there 2 pick me up. he kissed me goodbye and i left. i wanna thank his mama who i accidently for the 6th time today called 'mom' lol but yea i wanna thank her 4 the help with the medical thing cuz the treatment is just kikin in now and it really is helping. but yea i had a wonderful day full of love and romance with my baby. i hope i didnt leave anything out hehe. welp. goodnight all. <3 i LoVe U bRy bRy! ps. if u havent seen my new aol profile where ya been? lol its all about simple plan baybay ;) night. leave comments 4 me