wow. Comments why the hell do you care if we have links to eachothers diaries?? Thats the pettiest fuckin thing ever. Stop trying to control his entire life. Let him add whoever he wants, let the boy keep boarding, he fucking loves that sport, and if you loved him you'd still let him do it. You trash him so bad on here, and if he says one thing remotley bad about you, you blow. Chill out, and treat him good if you want him to treat you good. [riotgrrl] that girl thinks she knows something. im NOT going to comment back 2 her... hells no! but if she reads this shit she reads it if not good. w/e i dont care, but she really pissed me off... he WROTE in his diary he has her linked cuz he wanted to see us fight lmao! so she linked him? wtf? hahaha its all good. i ummm dont control any of his life as if that isnt obvious... whatever i ask he does the opposite of and its always been that way. just as long as he isnt hurting me im not hurting him. haha skating isnt a sport either... but yea he still fucking skates. see people shouldnt talk shit until they know what shit they are talking about. ha! i might say shit about him but thats because a diary is made to let off some steam... lol and its not like he doesnt say rude ass shit about me too so i dont wanna hear her shit or that whores shit who thinks she can steal my entries! hmmm i wonder why she did add him? or how she got his diary name at all?? besides this... bryan called me tonight... at 2:30-3 somewhere in there. we talked for a good while about us... and how alls he wants is my trust and that it will save us. as i said earlier im trying really hard 2 believe him.... thats the 1st step. he talked about us and our past a lot... he seemed really upset that he thought i was gana try and 4get him... truth here people... i couldnt ever... he has a part of me, he's my baby, he's the only guy ive been comfortable with... not just with the showering, sex, nakedness shit but with holding him and being able to say i love him when i look in his eyes. but dont disclude the factor of being nakey around him LMAO! because it took a year 4 me to get used to that and once in a while i still feel odd and want to pull either him or the covers on me so he doesnt have wondering eyes lmao! its a plus that he likes my body but i still am insecure. ya know... we talked about how he came inside me too... im glad he got to do it without me getting pregnant. im glad he got to do it period cuz i knew he really wanted to. but now im a bit scared to hump... i think we should try condoms maybe... even tho they suck ass we could give it another shot... eh. cuz the 1st time was an accident, he came and wasnt quick enuff pulling out lol... so i suppose he said wtf and stuck it back in... wow i wish he woulda told me. he told me he was thinking about us being together 4 ever when he did it. he actually also said he never did plan on us breaking up. i thinks thats more of a plus than a minus... but anyways about the sex: im fine as long as he spares the anal shit from now on... or cumming in me while im asleep like he did sunday morning. eck. im beat 2 hell im glad we have off monday. bryan might come over... *ooh how i wish* tomorrow we will prolly go to the movies... to see that texas chainsaw massacre movie or w/e... id be happy just to spend time with him. we shoud go eat at taco bell too! woohoohoo! hehe. man its 5 AM i gada go to bed so i can get up early and clean up and get ready and go buy some shit for lifeskills 2 class. u know how homework goes. maybe ill do my 2 projects and clean my room this weekend. oh and i changed my profile: black and orange bay-bay lol well here it is +[ Holla-in muh Name ]+ Samantha Christine, Spankalicious Swizzle Stix 2 muh Bootylicious Beefstix Babygrl,-RoO- 2 muh Bry Bry +[ Were muh Azz Rests ]+ Newville, aka Hickville Hell USA, off 2 cali w/ bryan after we graduate. +our dream-come true+ +[ Seckz ]+ OoH BaBy! yea ima lil horn dog! *but only w/ bryan* +[ Shiz i Do ]+ hangin w/ friends, eating, sleeping, spendin time w/ bryan, movies/drive in's, music, chattin, singin, dancin, sex, partyin, shoppin, drivin around, cow tippin, goin 2 walmart & sheetz... ya kno the usual shiz that ends w/ 'in' lol +[ Love Statz ]+ in love w/ bryan no matter what. ((11-14-02)) hopeing 4 our dreams of LaChientica Lealani Tatiana =) hehe +[ What i Am ]+ best friend - girlfriend - student - blonde - listener - 17 yr old - simple plan fan - anti cheerleader +[ Quotes of muh Lyfe ]+ hello im: ANTI cheerleader if u mess w/ muh man... ima be the one 2 break ur face bytch! *im sorry i cant be perfect* - my life theme song lol HaPpY HaLlOwEeN & B-DaY 2 mE! +[ Diary ]+ yep thats it... looks better in color, go check it out if u have aol. welp leave some comments, sry this was so long... trying to fit everything in 1 entry.