Listening to: a perfect circle-lullaby
1st day of christmas my true love has out done himself and yet again gave to me:
a BAG OF M&M's
and a SUM 41 poster.
oh yea!
what an angel!
we spend the morning together...
but we started having sex and i started to cry.
he has his eyes closed and it was so awesomely sweet and perfect... it felt so right and all... and then i imagined him with someone else and started to cry right on the spot... he stopped and held me... asked me if i was okay and all
my angel, if he only knew.
we held each other 4 the longest time... we talked and searched 4 food... and thats about ALL we did while he was here.
i fell asleep at one point...and when i woke up he was on top of me and told me i was cute 2 watch while i slept. hehehe aww
what a great way to spend the eve of this gay ass mother fucking holiday where im gana be forced to be with family *GAH!* i hate those hypocritical bitches.
u can count on me writing a lot in here tomorrow.
i wish i could be with my true love tomorrow.
the 12 days of christmas are now over... all thats left is christmas day itself and i dont want it... :( oh well.
back 2 cleaning this house 4 family ive never seen who have kids *my age* as they keep saying... FUCK YOU... im 18 not 17! *cry* *scream* yea... im a hardcore lil rawker. fuck off u trendy losers. hahaha KIDDING! but still i think my room is gana scare them...
its a bit wild... with the million different parts... and the posters, stuffy animals, loud music and crazyness. hahaha.
they can stay out. bleh.
well then heres some awesome lyrics from my favorite band:
the noose/ a perfect circle
So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
Without himself
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down to choke you now
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