today...
-i made my diary public again
i dont care what people have 2 say... fuck them... fuck the trend, fuck the world, fuck people who dont understand my life.
-i dreamed about making the day worth while... me, bryan, snowmen, cookies... snow YET AGAIN ruins the day
-i layed down and thought about the sweet love me and bryan made friday ((i cant wait till that assembly when he asks me to marry him in front of the school))
-me and bryan fought hard... it ended with the jess girl (scared of me) and him saying this:
SoMeThInGbAd31 [10:28 PM]: I AM STAYING WITH YOU, WE ARE STAYING A COUPLE, I AM NOT TAKING NO FOR A FUCKING ANSWER! I WATN YOU AND YOU ARE JUST GOING TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT BABY. I AM NOT GOING TO BE LEAVING YOUR SIDE
-tried to cover some scars on my wrists... bryan suggested makeup.
-talked to mickey... that kids got talent.. bryans in one of his movies... bryan doesnt want me talking to him b/c of the past... maybe he understand why i dont want him to go snowboarding?
-i watched tv most of the day... only a 2 hour delay 2morrow... im praying 4 closure.
-jenna said the sweetest thing to me:
XBScheerQTx [10:51 PM]: well i think you guys better stay together b.c you've made it through hell and back together so your obviously meant to be
-heather talked me threw a lot of shit today too.
-the people that are there when u need them the most... friends or enemies, anyone... i realized today, they are the reason 4 living.
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