well jesus fucking christ... im so down and fucking out right now its killing me! im so tired of BSHS aka BITCHES AND SLUTS HOE-TRAINING SCHOOL. i swear to fucking god it pisses me off.. ya know. me and bryan would be perfect and HAPPY if not for every god forsaken whore that has gotten in our life and our way. im so afraid to trust ANYONE now. specially with BSHS WHORES everywhere! i feel like i neede to run away just to escape the fucking bull shit. people talk about me but they really need to get a fucking mirror! bryans the ONLY guy thats ever been near my pants... and one of the only guys ive kissed. and there arent many cuz im not a fucking SLUT!!!!!!!! cant these fucking hoes stay away from him? cant they find someone fucking else??? and i swear to god with all me and bryan are going threw right now... i swear on my mothers fucking grave, that if he has a single girl at his house starting tomorrow IM NEVER TALKING TO HIM AGAIN! he left me a sweet comment... he's staying here 4 ME (not moving), and he told me he'd give up all his *sometimes* friends (which all of them are)... so yea all of them. but jeez i dont want that. he can be friends with people just NOT THESE GOD DAMNED HOES! yea he knows who i mean so its all good no names need to be mentioned. but now that he's working so hard *for me* to make money... he wont have time to do that childish shit anymore anyways! he's working this hard cuz he wants me to have a baby... sigh. so yea i fucking vented. now go back and read the convo on *hard to tell whats truth* it shows how i cant tell whats truth from fiction... its 7 below this on the list... yea so anyways im lost and confused and feel like ripping off a head or two so tt4n. oh and i wrote this: oh how i love the angel of my nightmare oh how i feel so deeply for the voice of treason oh how i ache to touch the shadow in the background of the mourge ive become the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley though we'll never live like jack and sally even tho we want to you will never find me so dont waste ur time on me he's already the voice inside my head. go see my new aol profile too... tt4n ps. FFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK