WAR: me and bryan are fighting because of trust again. why should i trust him. he showed me he's a liar. he showed me he goes and messed around with skanks he dont even know to get me off his mind... well thats REAL GREAT. he showed me im not as important as it thought i was. (he's even done shit recently to throw my trust off course... 1. he lied to me striaght up saying out of nowhere HE DIDNT GO TO THIS CONCERT then i found out his ass DID go 2. he says he wouldnt fuck around with other girls and shit 24/7 but then he made that jenna cheerleader girl believe that he had a tiny bit of interest in her BEHIND MY BACK *or maybe its just what she thought but i know him and it prolly WASNT* and b/c of that i hate talking to him online now.... he always does this... whats his problem??????? i hate it, i feel so low sometimes... why does he want all these goddamn hoes to like him? guess im not good enuff guess im leaving it at that. so u see... when he says... 'i wont mess with other girls'... fuck that HE LIES! and is it true guys really cant turn down sex... knowing bryan it'll be impossible or he'll be trying to get them to do it cuz he's always horney.) cant trust him... 2 hard. PUT DOWNS: we made fun of cvhs today and a LOT last year... hahaha its not the school... our school is huge too... (the new one) i could give a shit less... its more of how everyone there is all rich and stuck up and wannabe preppy... very easily made fun of school... want the fuckers 2 burn... well theres maybe 2 okay people... but ill tell them i dont mean them... HAAHAHAA SEX: im watching vanilla sky.... enuf said. BOREDOM: bryan left... which upsets me consitering NOW i prolly wont get to talk to him till monday. fuck! cant take it! plus im bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SADDNESS: miss bryan :( .already. even tho im crying and down and mad at him im addicted to him... shane once told me that song was our song... it fit us soo well. i think shanes right.