so yea 2day we had off. gay gay gay gay gay. ok anyways... bryans being a lil hypocrit not wanting me talking to seth but i like seth sooo grrr fuck off. u talk to girls! speaking of seth... he stood up 4 me again against sum1 who called me ugly! =D and so did carrie! aww u guys rock so hard! k anyways... go back 2 my last entry 4 pic of me and my best friend! woohoo! and go to [cutmedeep] for pics of me and bryan! (leave some comments) okie well heres a quiz i did... stole it from tragicendings: .[EMO]. xx.Do you enjoy depressing music? most def. xx.What makes you sigh? life in general .sigh. xx.How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself? not enuff from what others tell me about myself xx.Who or what always brings you down? the past and lack of knowing what to do in the future b/c of the past xx.Do you wear glasses? No xx.What frightens you? not knowing. xx.Do you wear sweaters all the time? I would but what about the rest of my clothes? xx.What makes you tick? tocks. xx.How many times has your heart been broken? 3, 4, 50 times or so lol xx.What do you think of Dashboard Confessional? they rock my sox! .[PUNK]. xx.Tell me about that time you broke that law! hahaha how about not... this site rated pg 13 not x xx.What or who pisses you off? liars, hypocrits, cheaters, sluts, and followers xx.Would you rather date a sissy or a homebody? Sissy lol xx.Sex or drugs or breaking stuff? drugs are 4 losers... u done them? UR A LOSER! lol i break things but sex is better (sometimes anyways) xx.The Clash or The Ramones? neither thank you xx.What do you think about Anarchy? it would never work... people just like 2 make the lil A signs i swear! xx.Tell me about a prank you played! i left a ransom note 2 my sister and shit and played out my own kid-napping... i had her ass so scared she locked herself in the bathroom for 3 hours. xx.Do you do things that are "bad for your body"? i feel like cutting right about now... is drinking bad? lol xx.How many times have/were you kicked out of that place?! Class- 8 times this year... Wal-Mart- 4 times... K-Mart-12 times... Giant- once =P... Drive In Movies- once... Theater- 2 times.... hehehe xx.Are you in trouble all the time? well... eh. .[GOTH]. xx.Do you want to die? yes. yes! YES! xx.What do you think about graveyards? i love to go to them and rest, take long walks, be alone xx.Do you write poetry often? i try :/ xx.How much black clothing do you own? actually only like 3 shirts and 1 pare of jeans xx.What type of makeup do you wear? cat eyes black liner, light eye-shadow, clear lip gloss xx.What do you think about pain? sometimes it takes major self inflicted physical pain to override emotional pain xx.Masochism or sadism? Neither xx.How do you feel about the rest of the world? i hate our society, everyones so fake and boring... the world annoys me, everyone lies! fake sympathy needs 2 die! no1 knows how THIS feels!!! xx.Do you cry often? like a timer xx.What do you think about vampires? blood taste salty... do i look like a pretzel to you? .[METAL]. xx.How messy are you in general? wanna see my room? xx.Do you bang your head on things repeatedly? hahahaha no. xx.What do you think of mullets? omg! MULLET MULLEY MULLEY- like austin powers (moley) lol walkin threw walmart! JESUS THERES A WHOLE MULLEY FAMILY! xx.When did you start drinking alchohol? when i was 14, i got sick the 1st few times then stopped... then went light with it since xx.Do you go to concerts often? no... what a waste of fucking time i could be doing something other than going deaf, last concert i went to was freaking bon jovi last year. and i wanted 2 go 2 the dave mathews band concert but NO! didnt get 2 go see GC either damnit! xx.What bands rock your pants off? erm... LP for now... everything else is what i listen to when LP is getting on everyone elses nerves from hearing it 2 much. xx.What do you think about violence? useless. unless someone messes with me, my girl, my shit, or my man, then ill take the bitch ass punks down *tho i do have some freaky thing going on cuz of my bi-polarness where i go into fits of rage and its so funny *but not good! xx.Who or what makes you homicidal? my relationship... the past... lies... cheaters... people who talk shit on heather... hypocrits... people who take credit 4 what is mine... my computer being slow... and slut girls who think they can mess with my man... xx.Worship Satan or practice black magic? dabbling in black magic. more into white... slidding into grey xx.How wild are you in general? not so much .[GRUNGE]. xx.Are you wearing any clean clothes right now? fuck that im not wearing anything! xx.How often do you do the laundry? the night b4 i wear the clothes i shall wear the next day. xx.Do you wear flannel shirts a lot? i dont even own one damnit! xx.When was the last time you showered? when i woke up... and i was cooooold! xx.Do you speak clearly? dderrraamnitman! thisumbe liken thatthurrboomhower from thatthurrsho king hill wooman ya! *i love boomhower* xx.Are you a lazy person? i wish i had time 2 be! xx.Do you play any instruments? learning piano yet again... xx.Who or what do you rant about a lot? ***UAP*** is that clear? yea thought so! hahaha ask carrie! xx.Empathy or Sympathy? Empathy xx.What do you think about Nirvana? old news .[INDIE]. xx.What makes you different from the rest of them? i just stopped giving a fuck long ago. xx.Who or what makes you bitter? ***UAP*** once again! xx.What was the last big decision you made? if i should put myself out of my own misery now or tomorrow? xx.Are you a happy-go-lucky type of person? dooo nnnttt iiii wwwiii ssshhh xx.What do you think about conformity? eh. xx.How hard do you work to get what you want? i procrastinate so i work half asstly as the last second... if i get anything resembling a passing grade i got what *i wanted* xx.What do you resent? people who have never been lied to. xx.Why might some people consider you to be an asshole? i dont take sides... i just say fuck em both! unless its one of my girls! xx.Do you trust others? fuck no? y just so they can lie to me cheat on me and hurt me! screw that! xx.Are you a loyal friend? only 2 my very 50 best! the others i tend to flake on .[RAP]. xx.Do you live in the ghetto? ohh dude i used to b4 i moved here. i miss it. i was a hard core thug q-t xx.Have you ever even held a gun before? yea. xx.How much bling do you own? the 'rock' and my gold ice round my neck (which bryan now has) grr xx.Would you rather have your best friend be a wangsta or a wigga? wanksta! jesus! thats a stupid question hahaha *U SAYS THAT U'S A GANGSTA BUT U NEVER POP NONE, SAYS THAT U'S A WANKSTA BUT U NEED TO STOP FRONTIN* xx.Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints? bustin caps in the druggies ass xx.Big butts or big boobs?i have neither. lol xx.What's your best pickup line? 'ur the most beautiful thing. u would look so great on my bed, your eyes match my boxers wanna see?' xx."Fo' Sho" or "Yeah, son"? yea son what now!?! xx.What race are most of your friends? its a large mixture xx.Ever been to prison? hmmm not yet hold that thought .[POP]. xx.Who or what makes you so excited you piss your pants? carson daly! hahaha xx.Prep or Yuppie? well nada prep... we like making fun of cumberland valley high school way 2 damn much.... 4 years and counting girls! *heather- we may not be proud to be BS bull dogs, but were proud were not at CV! WOOHOO* hahaha that was from 3 years ago but never gets old! xx.How much money do you spend on bad music? eh.... erm none if its bad i dont buy it xx.Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter? JT but what is he? punk, pop, rap, thug, black, white, jesus its hard 2 tell these days? xx.How many of your friends still listen to NKOTB? wtf??? xx.Do you like mainstream music? eh... depends... sometimes i get attached to a song from hearing it so much... =) thus is what mtv is good 4 xx.Do you want to be a pop diva? oh hell yea! hahaha actually no. xx.How many times, on average, do you say "like" in a sentece? never unless im comparing something very serious and its positively needed! xx.OMIGOD or OMG? oMg! xx.Ditsy or just plain stupid? sure as hell not ditsy.... tho i am blonde! ;)