ha... since bryan gave me the movie the nightmare before christmas... ive been neglecting my dvds and watching my vhs's in my room. i hooked up my vcr and almost had forgotten the dusty drawers full of over 200 vhs's. soooo last night it was dumb and dumber... tonight its big daddy last week it was scary movie 1 and 2 then titanic ::sigh:: havent seen that in 4 ever then i watched nightmare b4 christmas 10 million times. and doctor dolittle, the matrix, the haunting... and some disney ones too! lol yay 4 old video tapes... the time b4 the dvd. i wish i had a tape of me and bryan together. weve had so many great times... i wish we woulda had some on tape. specially playing in the leaves and laying together talking about nothing important. the long nights with shane and amanda and me and bryan the holidays, the 1st kiss and the romantic first *i love you's* we made so damn sweet 4 each other cuz 4 the 1st time in both our lives we really ment it. and he's never told anyone besides me that he loved them and actually ment it. i feel so proud that i 4ever have his virginity, and that i was his 1st love. that is one thing a guy will never 4get... even if they 4get every other girl and one night stand they never ever 4get there 1st.