stole this from stereo Name Four Bad Habits You Have: 1. falling in love 2 easily 2. never sleeping 3. eating habits 4. puttings others b4 me... *sigh* Name Four Things That You Wish You Had: 1. good looks 2. money 3. someone who *really* loved me 4. respect Name Four People That Know You the Best: 1. heather 2. jen 3. ronnie 4. maria Name Four Things You'd Never Wear: 1. pink 2. a huge t-shirt that says i love you 'name' with his face on (lol she's gay) 3. hats unless they area joke. hats r ugly & bad 4 hair haha 4. anything that says 'i love jesus' Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now: 1. bryan 2. not feeling good 3. razor blades 4. god is an asshole Name Five Things That You Have Done Today: 1. watched the lizzy marathon, ha... had nothing better 2 do. 2. showed my grandparents my homecoming pictures -1st time i seen them since october- 3. cried 4. listened to music 5. talked to bryan, and other random people. Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought: 1. magazine 2. tacos 3. sunny delight 4. toffee peanuts -im addicted! Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like: 1. coal chamber 2. a perfect circle 3. fall out boy 4. the white stripes Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink: 1. wawa 2. sunny d 3. rootbeer 4. pepsi nilla First Grade Teacher's Name? mt wehr Last Words You Said: 'yea.... that'd be quite odd' Last Song You Sang? a song im writing. i tried to sing it to myself to get it right, ima scrap it soon it just isnt working 4 me. Last Person You Hugged? heather Last Thing You Laughed At? one of my diary friends going 'sam?? are you pregnant??' Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It? why bother... i doubt he believes it. Last Time You Cried? being joyfully melancholy makes u cry frequently. What's In Your Compact Disc Player? well erm... how about all of them... Good Charlotte, Linkin Park, Simple Plan, A Perfect Circle, Coal Chamber What Color Socks Are You Wearing? im not wearing any... my feets rrrrr cold! What's Under Your Bed? flat plastic stack boxes... full of papers, yearbooks, pictures, halloween decorations What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 8:12 Current Taste? sunny d... it seems 2 linger. Current Hair? blonde as usual... thinkin i might dye it this mix of wild red and purple... hehehe i need it cut too... im not ditching my blue dye, i just put it away 4 now. Current Clothes? some jeans 2 tight to sit in... lol no sox! lacie purple thong woohoo... no bra... so sorry but whose ganna say summin when no1 is here? and a short sleeve brown t-shirt that has a cute lil monkey on the front (paul frank) Current Annoyance? being pulled up then down and being told hurtful things ((from everyone)) when i could just walk away from it all and start learning how 2 get over it rather than waiting 4 him to make up his mind. Current Longing? his kiss (-.-) Current Desktop Picture? simple plan (pierre from tha back stage view facing the crowd... his backside is so hot.) lol Current Worry? that bryan and i wont ever be fixed and he'll fall in love with someone else... "supposedly i was his 1st and only love" that cant be easily replaced, ya'd think. im more afraid of me falling in love and forgetting bryan was my 1st love and the keeper of my virginity. Current Hate? everyone who took a part in my suffering b/c of bryan... over the past year and 2 weeks. (bitches, whores, assholes, jerks, jealous people, people who wanted him, ect) Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex? arms, smile, hair hair hair Last CD You Bought? psht... last cd bought 4 me... Linkin Park - Meteora Favorite Place To Be? in bryans arms... in my bed... in my 4th pd. class (the only place i can sleep) Least Favorite Place? 2nd and 5th pd. school in general. anywhere w/o him. Time You Wake Up In The Morning 5:35 If You Could Play An Instrument? i used to play sax... im learning piano again. woohoo. id love carrie 2 teach me guitar too! hehehe Favorite Color? green pref. LIME! wooooooot Do You Believe In An Afterlife? i believe in coming back. How Tall Are You? 5’5'' short n' proud! Current Favorite Word/Saying? ur lies leave scars on my wrists, im joyfully melancholy, im over it Favorite Season? well duh the best one ever! FALL! watching the world kill everything off... yes its mother natures morbid sense of humor yet again. halloween is pure beauty! and my b/day!!! One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To: mike lehr... haha my 3 year crush :/ he'd prolly drop straight dead if he seen how much ive changed. Favorite Day: thursdays... it means the week is almost over. Where Would You Like To Go? bryans... to kiss him hard and strip off his clothes *very very quickly* cuz i miss him so badly and i love how we fall asleep with him holding me afterwards. What Is Your Career Going To Be Like? im going to be known for my writing someday... i swear my life on that. How Many Kids Do You Want? i want one girl... if i dont have a girl with the 1st ill try one more time but if i have 2 boys i stop there. Favorite Car? psht... fuck material things... but i still have 2 pick a car *sigh* my moms pointing to jetta. WTF IS UP WITH THAT? id rather have a lime green bug, those cars rock! A Random Lyric: cuz we lost it all... nothing last forever.. im sorry i cant be perfect, now its just to late, and we cant go back... im sorry i cant be perfect. identify some of the things surrounding your computer: bracelettes... razor blades, a cup, my printer, my scanner, me, my big rainbow poofy hat bryan bought me, magazine picks of GC, cd's, the sunny d cap... im chewing on it. and that is about it.