my last entry is more important... but im sorry, i couldnt go without saying! I MISS MY BRY BRY!!!!!!!!!!! *tear* i love love love him so much! i want to feel his lips on mine his touch his softness i want him to hold me and fall asleep with me at this moment i want him to sing to me and watch me sleep... i want... no I NEED HIM TO HELP ME FEEL BETTER! -cry- id never survive without him. his love is addictive! oh and totally off the subject but.... DUDE WHERES MY CAR IS GANA BE ON TV WOOHOO! lol *tear* i wish i could watch it with bryan ='( i hope we get to spend time together this weekend!!! oh oh and *my grandpa is going to FL and i get 2 care 4 his house... he said me and bryan could do w/e we want there... but no more that 25 people at once and no music after 2 am.... my mom said it would be good 4 me and bryan to have some alone time and that she wont bugg us :) i cant wait.... WE DESERVE THIS WE REALLY DO!